Thursday, January 28, 2010


how many times did you lie to the others, to yourself that?

felt so useless sometimes ..
my heart rules over my brain

12:18 PM

Friday, January 01, 2010

a new year.
a new MAY.


didnt watch the fireworks right infront of my eyes, but rather in the tv.
another feel. bad and good in a way or another..
:) but i still love love the fireworks lots! whether its 2D flat on the screen or "3D" ..

new year resolution?

make more friends, save more money (irony?), exercise regime! (kinda impossible)
gotta cut down on my indecisiveness
not so much "errr,huh, anything and whatever"
have to be fierce, firm, attentive, flexible, outgoing and the list goes on. hahaha
really gotta work really hard for my current full time job.
its really not easy for me. its not something that i will think of doing :(,
but anyway, i will JUST HAVE TO DO IT. :)

i need lots of support!! give me some, will you? :P




on a side note..
for my special sister
i still love the way you are.
i really really hope we can be TRUE friends for EVER(or rather sisters for life!).
hahahahahhaha
bits of conflicts here and there
i dont know whether i have forgiven you.
have i ? i thought i have, but i realise some parts of me is still hanging there.
i know i need to move on, cos your life dont revolve around mine, and mine doesn't revolve around yours anymore.
life still goes on, i remember almost-everything that you have said to me.
im glad, that you still like me. :)
im happy you still remember there's one person here for you.
so much to say, but i think thats all for now.

muacks.

12:35 AM