Monday, July 30, 2007
YAWN
=) im so glad that i have managed to squeeze out 14 (?)pages of drawings yesterday~
HEEEEE
now i got to finish up all the other draggy assignments !!~~
さよなら then！=)
*a note to myself .. JAPANESE WRITTEN TEST ON THIS COMING WEDNESDAY
がんばてえ！<-- HAHA DUNOE if its correct .. correct me if im wrong xP
9:23 PM
Sunday, July 29, 2007
so hum-ful right xP
it can only be found in may lim cher hooi's house ..
hoho, just joking
4:51 PM
Message: Peter and Tina are sitting in the park doing nothing, but just gazing into the sky, while all their friends are having fun with their beloved half.Tina: I'm so bored. Just wish I have a boyfriend now to spend time with.Peter: I guess we're the only leftovers. We're the only person who isn't with a date now. (both sigh n silence for a while)Tina: I think I have a good idea. Lets play a gamePeter: Eh? What game?Tina: Eem..It's quite simple. You be my boyfriend for 100 days and I'll be your girlfriend for 100 days. what do you think?Peter: Oookay..Anyway I don't have any plan for the next few months.Tina: You sound like you aren't looking forward to it at all. Cheer up. Today will be our first day and our first date. Where should we go?Peter: What about a movie? I heard that there is a really great movie in theater now.Tina: Seems like I don't have any better idea than this. Lets move. (went to watch their movies and sent each other home)
Day 2:Peter and Tina went to a concert together, and Peter bought Tina a keychain with a star.
Day 3:They went shopping together for a friend's birthday present. Share an ice-cream together and hugged each other for the first time.
Day 7:
Peter drove Tina up onto a mountain and they watch the sunset together. When the night came and the moon glowed, they said sat on the grass gazing at the stars together. A meteor passed by. Tina mumbled something.
Day 25:Spend time at a themepark and got onto rollercoasters, and ate hotdogs and cotton candy. Peter and Tina got in the haunted house and Tina grabbed someone's hand instead of Peter's hand by accident. They laughed togetherfor a while.
Day 67:They drove pass a circus and decided to get in to watch the show. The midget asked Tina to play a part as his assistant in the magic show. Went around to see other entertainments around after the show. Came to a fortune teller and she just said "Treasure every moment from now on" and a tear rolled down the fortune teller's cheek.
Day 84:Tina suggested that they go to the beach. The beach wasn't so crowded that day. They have their first kiss with each other just as the sun is setting.
Day 99:They decided to have a simple day and is deciding to have a walk around the city. They sits down onto a bench.
1:23 pmTina: I'm thirsty. Lets rest for a while first.Peter: Wait here while I go buy some drinks. What would you like?Tina: Eem...Apple juice will be just fine.
1:43 pmTina waiting for about 20 minutes and Peter havent return. Then someone walked up to her.Stranger: Is your name Tina?Tina: Yes, and may I help you?Stranger: Just now down there on the street a drunk driver has crashed into a guy. I think its your friend.Tina ran over to the spot with the stranger and sees Peter lying on the floor with blood over his face and her apple juice still in his hands. The ambulance came and she went to the hospital with Peter. Tina sat outside the emergency room for five and a half hours. The doctor came out, and he sigh.
11:51 pmDoctor: I'm sorry, but we did the best we could. He is still breathing now but God would take him away from us very soon. We found this letter inside his pocket.
The doctor hands over the letter to Tina and she goes into the room to see Peter. He look weak but peaceful. Tina read the letter and then she burst into tears. Here is what the letter said.
Tina, Our 100 days is almost over. I had fun with you during all these days. Although you may be greedy sometimes and less thoughtful, but these all brought happiness into my life. I have realize that you are a really cute girl and blamed myself for never taken the time to knowing that. I have nothing much to ask for, but I just wish that we can extend the day. I want to be your boyfriend forever and wish that you can be beside me all the time. Tina, I love you.
11:58Tina: (sobbing) Peter. Did you know what was the wish I made on the night there was a meteor. I asked God to let us last forever. We were suppose to last 100 days so Peter! You can't leave me! I LOVE YOU, but can you come back tome now? I love you Peter. I LOVE YOU.
As the clock struck twelve, Peter's heart stopped beating. It was 100 days.
NOTE*Tell the guy or girl that you love them before its too late. You never know whats going to happen tomorrow. You never know who will be leaving you and never return .
from : http://www.lovefatedestiny.com/gamelovestories.htm
=)
1:39 AM
Thursday, July 26, 2007
RAHHh
*SCRATCH HEAD*
up and down , up and down
im feeling so now
..
boo
11:04 PM
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
may i survive until this semester ends
:)
so what is love when all you want is THAT?
=\ i cant stop pushing you away from me..
maybe, we have already drifted apart
so how can i still push you away when you are not with me anymore
ha, wateva
i should have seen this coming
my role-play today is still ok .. just that, i think i have missed out some erm,linking words?
hah i guess my partner and i were pretty nervous today ,as we dont seem to remember the things we had said during our presentation. Perhaps, we were talking rubbish and nobody was to stop us. aww .. my friend is way better in this japan module again .. she scores a A =P whoa, jiayee ><>
when can i ever catch up with my friends . aww..
AIYAH
who cares man ? haha as long as i didnt fail in this module, it's satisfied enough (at least i know that i have really used my best and the grade is acceptable this time round)
the grade doesnt really matter ! ya, lobert ?haha
though i still expect better grades for my modules ..
but hey!,thanks for ur advices =) haha thanks for being there to cheer me up haha
er i like those jokes xP
somehow, expectations always fail me
blahh stop it may .. haa
=) i will learn how to " na de qi, fang de xia ".
holding on to something for long may not be a good thing too
maybe, things will change for the better if i were to let things go
perhaps ...i guess
and yea~ i guess i wouldnt be going to school tomorrow! i have no class you see~
=P
11:05 PM
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
woo~
somehow, my life is like on a roller coaster now
i have to race against time ,every now and then
haa
and phew, finally ,one of my major assignment (imm=interactive media design) is done, but there's somemore for us to do in order to wrap up this module..
and that is to .. er get 3 different people (who fall under my target audience category) and video them down while they are commenting on the website that i have made for this IMM module .
this is indeed another huge headache for me
haha and it's dued on this coming tuesday
so WOW yea? haha and i have ponned today's imm tutorial as i thought we have to present our site today (and my site is only 60% done? or is it 45% !?)
to think that i have cut down the time i have spent on bloghopping JUST TO DO THIS site ..haha i must admit that i am slow ..
(hope that the slow and steady ones will win the race o.o lols -.-)
yea so i guess i have to work on my other assignments soon ..
haha and i think i wouldnt have much to update also ,as my life is a boring routine (xP) and you all shouldnt be interested in it ..
haha
i think i have cooped in my house (and maybe ,in sch) for too long
maybe, it's time to have a great feast at SOMEWHERE,perhaps?
drools~~
chawanmushi, SALMON sushi, RAMENNN!! (love the soup !), SEAWEED (joyce should know bah o.o) and maybe, NUGGETTSSS ! =(( lard! hah
im a lard-lover!~ whoa~
11:31 PM
Saturday, July 21, 2007
ahhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
everything is not functioning well!
my scv box has suddenly DIED on us
=( luckily ,jacky wu's shows is showing on channel U
hais +(
=( i think i have gotten too stressed up these days again .. =(
i got so fed up of the people around me so easily
i find myself always clenching my fist so tightly
i find myself slogging in a slacking way ,meaning to say ,i have made NO progress(oh well,may be a tiny weeny bit of progress)even though i am actually facing my computer and is trying to concentrate to do something for my assignments ...!!!!! =(
hais
im really struggling in this course
i am begining to hate ,hate to hear comments from people
cos everytime i ask, i got more and more demoralised ..
i never seem to be able to reach my goals
gosh =( so sad
the result,which i have received for my web design, is the best example that i can give.
THAT makes me realise that , i am too stupid to LEARN THE WAY TO WORK SMART and of cos, i have no design sense
=( i hate to give comments now too
why ? cos i will be condemned for my poor design sense
i have no confidence
i totally agree
i cant hold my head up
so stop putting me more down still
i know my place, i dont need YOU to remind me of my PAIN AGAIN
DAMN
so .. my efforts has gone down the drain
luckily i have at least score a C ,instead of a D+, otherwise. i think i will.. ..
haha no larh ,nothing will happen
i have lost my 600ml container
NICE .. no need to drink anymore of the shake anymore (yea, excuse, i noe.. DUN REMIND ME! UGH!)
so now, i still have to buy another transparent water bottle for myself now ..
how great?!
i always find myself spending more than what i am supposed to spend
so when i really want to buy something, i find myself so BROKE
BLAME IT ON MY STOMACH ?MOUTH ? OR MY BRAIN?
AHH
too bad, this old lady here has no self displine..
shh i didnt say anything
did i ?
NO , I DIDNT!
THATS NOT ME
ugh
I WANNA SCOLD VULGUR(s) ! HAHA
6:41 PM
Friday, July 20, 2007
everything has just collapsed
i wanna collapse too
=(
i never get to watch even one movie this year around
and i have gotten so tired of being pushed here and there
or maybe, being used and thrown away
=( let me rant, cos i have nobody else to UGGHHH RAHHHH at
=(
hais
im just your 'nobody'.
without them, without your
actually, i really want to eat the chao kway tiao, hokkien mee, carrot cake ~
just that u dont understand that i have to stop myself from eating all those high colestrol and fattening food ..
you dun understand ,or maybe u have never tried to understand
plus, im really pissed off
11:34 PM
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
ahh haha
i have taken quite a 'FEW' pictures today at a basketball court that's nearby my polytechnic ..
anyway, the sun is really scorching today ..However, somehow, the white and fluffy clouds are being blocked by the unwanted grey clouds. Anyway, the clouds look beautifully still.
thus, i have decided to upload some pictures to remember today xP
(no idea why is it underlined ... so i simply change it to a baby pink ? hah )
heylo, thats me, hope im not a thorn in ur eyes ,haha
yo~ haha
she's happy .. well ,OF COURSE Xp haha her smile seems so innocent and child-like xP
yanling wor, stop saying that "looking young isnt good lorh ..and pls stop hating the word 'CUTE' " haha ,im saying the truth ... You look so natural with your smile lorh .. keep smiling yea? your complexion is good lorh !! haha =D plus,its a nice time relaxing and slacking together (though the sun is blazing~~ ) 
ur jacket/sweater saves the day,yanling ! haha we are the 'chao tah tau pok' and 'chao tah tau fu', haha
too bad, 'tau gua' (;D) is not there, hah
AHHH !! THAT'S A CHOCOLATE CHIP AND POTATO CHIPS!!!!
AND THEY ARE SUPER 'FINGER-LICKING' GOOD AND CRISPY!! why is it finger licking good ? cos i can still see grains of salt on my fingers when i have finished eating, yet the potato chips are not really that salty ,really =)
oh for this ee mian .. it's quite special ,as it's served on a hotplate. Thus, its hot and yummy!However, the lady/auntie ,who is taking the customers' orders, is so damn RUDE. well, i usually dont pick on people ,unless they have really stepped on my tail.
Anyway, i ate this ee mian at the foodcourt of LUCKY PLAZA . I will give it a 3 1/2 stars out of 5 stars. If i were to see that lady standing there with a black face, i would surely NOT patronise her stall, hmph~ xP
dont she understand the importance of being polite and RESPECT if she wants to stay in this line.
haha wateva, so more pictures of nicey clouds!~ haha o.o (in fact,it's one more to go~) haha
YEAH! have a nice day.
oh btw, in order to remind myself of my assignments, i have also decided to note down the different assignments that are on my list -.-
1) 28 and a half pages of drawings to be done (by week 16)
2) 2D animation (make my own video of my jump <- to show that tutor)(by this coming mon)
thus, have to get my layout done, and have to start drawing on the animation paper
3)web design, finalised my HOMEPAGE/FIRST PAGE of my resort website ATLEAST)(by this thurs)
4)Interactive Multi Media, COMPLETE 3 MODULES [a complete ,finalised website for table manners). Thus, i have to start taking photos for my website](by this COMING TUE!)
5) jap ROLE PLAY (have to memorise the SCRIPT!! AH!)(next wednesday)
6) jap WRITTEN TEST (week 16= next next wed)
7) 3D modeling (try to finish the body BY NEXT WEEK)
8) 3D animation test (next wk or this friday)
by the way, this is my week 14
10:17 PM
Thursday, July 12, 2007
HAIL, SLACKERS!
xP i have no idea if i should cry or laugh
i have been pampering myself these days ..
thus, im getting fatter and more guilty of myself
25 pages of drawings for me to do !
hah suddenly, i feel so dead .. haha dunoe why, i just dont have the motivation
yeah yeah, i have been saying "where's my motivation? where's my motivation ?!"
what's with me yea?
i used to love drawing so much .. =( i would have finished that 25 PAGES OF DRAWINGS long time ago .. However, i ended up doodling more . haha =(
anyway,an incident stuck me today.
then, it reminds me of my poor english again
my english is seriously at the ccannot-make-it standard
=( hais ,sian 1/2
One of my friends once asked me, "why is "cmi" interpreted as "cannot make it", but not cm= can make it?"
haha my answer to her question is "i guess we are way too negative in our thinkings.HAH"
TOL
(tol = thinking of laughing xP)
school has been a big headache for me
my assignments are accumulating .Moreover, many of them are to be dued in week 16/15 (which is 3/2 weeks later). haha three/two weeks may sound like its quite some time from now, but time seriously flies~~~~~~~~~~~
=\ im paranoid, or not
tols
10:09 PM
Monday, July 09, 2007
shallow beings
im one of them
what about you ?
youjustcantseemyneeds
10:02 PM
Sunday, July 08, 2007
IM SO HAPPY TODAY
ELATED TO THE MAX OKAY
IM NOT SAD IM HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY
ughhhhUGH
im so happy that u have asked me not to go ur hse when i had already bathed, packed my bag and was feeling so excited cos im GOING TO UR HOUSE
to think that its been more than 1 month since i have last visited ur house
oh and ,im SO SORRY FOR TAKING MY OWN SWEET TIME TODAY AND BATHED AT 3 pm
just because im so selfish to take my time to enjoy my lunch+crab just now at 2pm?
which results in sorry-its-too-late-for-me-to-go-to-your-house-plus-you-dont-see-a-point-of-me-going-to-your-house-anymore kinda situation
maybe i should/CAN only blame all these on myself
blame myself for being such a BIG FAT SLOWPOKE who cant move/do things fast enough
maybe, my this kinda behaviour is irritating you
but sorry, im am who* i am
maybe im not fated to go your house
maybe, you should stay a arm-length distance (or even further) from me
iim not sad
dun get it wrong
and yea, it's no big deal right,may
get it over fast
you can doo it ,may xP
[=[
3:59 PM
Saturday, July 07, 2007
haha
i have watched a show called "The 6th day" yesterday night
and it's really thrilling and weird in some ways
haha basically, it's about a group of people ,who wanna promote the idea of CLONING of ORGANS/human beings
o.o it's like so cool so cool
but i can never imagine another person ,who looks completely like me and have the same ,old memory , walking on the street ..
she will think that she is me (i mean the original 'may') and i will have to share my family and friends with her~
whoa, that is going to be so insane
anyway, i would recommend this "the 6th day" (the name is somewhat like this, hahah)
i think this show is quite similar to a chinese movie that has "shu qi" starring inside~
eh not too sure of the name of the chinese movie .. but that chinese movie is roughly on cloning too
whoa, science has made it so far
haha if cloning of organs/human beings really do exists, i guess nobody will ever lose their love ones anymore
yet, this world will be going to be so CRAZY~!!!
AAHHH
=)
12:00 PM
Friday, July 06, 2007
"aging !!may is aging !!~~" may screams.=( i woke up at 9am today
and snapped this pathetic look of myself
my gosh hahahahhahahah -.-
anyway, i may have my retest for 3d animation later =(
so i just gonna have a quick update of myself
haha cos i gonna play play play + draw draw draw +sleep sleep sleep during the weekends!
it's time to pamper myself!
i have to get some doughnuts(fried/sugar) ,old chang kee, sushi~ er whats more ..
EH and maybe KFC thighs (omgosh, i have difficulty spelling this word! )
haha isnt it cool .. having double eye lid at one side and single eye lid at another
lols~ =.= whats wrong with my eyelids!
i think im born with single eyelids ,but somehow, im a double-eyelid-person now
so if you would like to have a pair of double eyelids ,be sure to make urself tired out and force yourself not to sleep ! ~ !
nah,im just joking xP
wondering if my double eyelids will stay with me forever o.o
or not ..
and for your informations,
im fine now o.o
2:03 PM
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
i think it's so unbelievable ,yet so truewhoa, so i guess u all can see the vicious cycle here yeah ?
hahaHAH yeah, enough said, i wanna finish the "PRINCESSprincess" anime fast Xp
*gonna have a web design test tomorrow
wish me luck,ya !? hha =D i know you all will xP hah
haha
hahahah o.o
9:58 PM
Sunday, July 01, 2007
haha i think im gonna have monday blues ..
i feel that im still in holiday mood man
esp after i have been sick..
i really wish to put everything aside and have a good ,long rest
hais, i suddenly remembered someone saying in her blog that ,"nothing lasts..
every ship will sink one day."
haha i cant say all these out nicely .. but what i wanna bring across is ,
can friendship really last?
or isit just a facade (just like what many had said it is~)
sometimes, the fact/reality is just too painful for us to take.
=(
i have to go to school tomorrow.
and i just realise that its YOUTH DAY tomorrow and i dont have the priviledge to enjoy that holiday that i used to have
may is a old hag, haha
=\
random * i really wanna pierce my ears and get many pairs of contact lenses for myself
+ do facial if possible =)
10:39 PM