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Sunday, October 30, 2005
i hate the life i am having now .. firstly is bcos i dun have the energy to study or i shld sae no mood to study(even though i do have the heart to study.. left abt 7 days u noe !) haix .. i dun qualify for the 3 months course .. nvm .. i noe i m nt that intelligent aniwaE .. well .. hope that miracles will occur in my O lvl ! =P wateVA (aiya .. my bro is peeping just now =X sian .. but at least i noe he cares for mi .. unlike a group of pple ) 永远究竟多么遥远,为何我总无缘无法好好体验 (quote from a song) i find this VERY meaningful .. cos it is very true .. nth lasts forever .. even for friendship ..gen(4) bu(4) yong(4) suo(1) ai(4) qing(2) ler ~ .. even though u are once very close to a friend .. she will eventually replace u with another fren .. yah .. in my case .. i WAS once in a grp of 4 .. we are close i suppose(at least i tink that way) .. but wad abt now .. after sec 2 streaming .. everything has changed .. A VERY BIG CHANGE .. well .. this is obvious~ so gradually .. i was considered being kicked out of their grp .. wad am i now ? a loner .. no friend .. my NEW friends prefer to be with their "old" friends (well .. it;s okay) .. wad about my old friends ? they prefer to be with their NEW friends .. well well .. fine ?! maybe i shld just disappear in tis world .. i m owalse the ODD one out .. EXTRA in everytink .. GOOD~i shld applause for those pple ~ gd job done .. i dun wan to let u all see the content so .. blehx ! nobody will bother to read oso .. well (i am talking to the computor screen).. BYE .. bye
1:20 PM
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
whoa .. i long time nv login and vent my frustration alrdy .. hmm ...so here i am .. writing a new entry .. i simply hate those peeps who break their promises .. they are allowing themselves to be less trustworthy by making empty promises .. if they cant accomplish wad they had promised to do .. den simply dun promise anything .. it hurts alot when somebody has given u hope and that somebody disappoint u afterwards .. if i am that "victim" ,i will NO longer respect that person .. no longer look into her eyes when we are talking .. that kind of peep is so "PUI" .. =X blehx .. oh .. 2dae we have our kranji graduation ceremony cum the opening of heritage gallery .. haha .. so we 2dae only studied until 10.20 .. heehee .. no ip coaching (com.hum.).. =x .. sian .. i wan Amaths IPcoach ... that's more fun and maybe i will have a higher chance to improve amaths =X .. okay .. back to the ceremony.. initially, my mum is required to go .. but when she has decided nt to go .. cos i thought there wun be many parents goin .. (i dun wish she is the only one goin +X) yah .. so she miss out that fabulous buffet !! gosh .. the food is nice (mouth-watering) =)) .. hhee so i can save the money spent on lunch =)) .. ohh yah .. all the graduating students will get to go up the stage and shake hands with our Mdm Lee .. and take photos of cos .. i m sure i will look v blur and ugly .. i wasnt prepare for the shoot .. after the "shake hand" procedure ... we will get a BIG WHITE envelope and a cute cute graduate bear each..sO cute .. i THINK i m goin to add some designs onto the black cloth it is wearing .. haha.. left 2 more days to weekends ... 2 more days for us to sit in that best decorated classrm +) well .. i have a bad news .. i just died in maplestory .. sry~ shld be my char .. R.I.P. @.@
7:16 PM
Monday, October 10, 2005
i hate SUNday but i oso love SUNday .. cos it is a day to relax .. stay at home and do wateva tinks i wan to do (and most importantly , i will not be alone).. on the other hand .. i hate it becos it represents the END of a week ?! A week is over ! left 3/4 MORE weeks to O lvl .. it seems that we still have alot of time but actually .. we aren't !kay .. tis coming THURS .. i m goin to have my A maths and sub phys paperS .. which i am goin to have high expectations for them ... really hope to pass these 2 papers cos i failed them for PRElim .. aiya .. sian diao ..hate having recess .. i hate the break for lunch ... i hate walking back home with MYself .. i simply hate goin to sch when the teachers are actually giving out papers for us to do .. okay ... make mi love doin all thoSe thingS by finding someonE to accompany mi .. i dun wan to be alone ..(+_+) i really admire yinghui's gang .. becos at least .. they still get to laugh 2gether , study 2gether ?! maybee i shld be satisfied with my life as i still have some friendS .. may be it is the type of teenage woes that i nid to experience ~~~ i shld learn to be more independent =
2:19 PM
Monday, October 03, 2005
awwW ... i still have to tolerate 4 more boring , long schooling hours for THIS week ...todae is monDAY .. MONday !! Gosh.. i still have to endure for sooo many dayS before my favouite satURday and SUNday arrive ! really dun feel lyke going to sch .. if i have a choice .. i tink i will surely pon tang .. <-- i m a bad student huh ? but it is really damn boring in sch .. nobody is there to talk to me or plae with mi .. i feel so lonely sometimes .. but wad can i do .. LAW BY LAW .. i have to go sch to study, revise, practise blabla for EVERY subjects as i score BADly for my prelims .. everytink u do has a consequence ... for me .. i have to attend evening self study for TUE,WED,THURS every wk ..until 9pm ..(hmm~it's the sleeping time for some of the peepS) ..(effects on me) i hate sch .. but i want to score well for my exams .. that's why u will be able to see mi as i m FORCing myself to report to sch ..
10:31 PM
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