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Sunday, February 22, 2009
wow seems like i have cultivated a bad habit of not blogging already.. hmmmm been kinda busy for the past month goodness sake. so many different assignments have been dued at the SAME time my gosh ... i couldnt even remember how i have endured all these.. rendering, photography, mocap, art and history, minor project, rigging, 3d animation, photography drawing , fusion assessment WOW what a blast!? couldnt imagine i can actually clear (almost all of)them ON TIME .. though some of my works are really not up to the standard.. (due to the insufficient time spent on doingg~) but i seriously hope that all of us will pass! ahhhhh ok so currently, i am left with the preparation for fusion + future plans .. im uber worried for my future mann.. seriously dont know if i should register for NTU's engineering course or not .. well , its not as if they will take me in if i have registered... but still , is this what i want?? engineeringg.... UHHH my goodness im super duper lost right now! who can guide me man!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH im paranoid,super paranoid now AYYYEEE my mind is so blank right now.
6:43 PM
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
you made me feel screwed. im not a toy/doll, know? not someone who is there for you for 24 hours and being chucked at the side in the next min,when you dont need me. i have real feelings and thinkings too, could you get this fact right ?
12:22 AM
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
whoa everything is coming to an end. my poly life is going to end.. soon, in this coming march ..hopefully! and im feeling abit weird. im not really feeling happy, neither sad.. its kinda neutral .. maybe i wouldnt feel anything until i have really gotten my final grades for my course .. anyway i gonna be free free free for these coming days and weeks.. super relax cannnn no more torturing nights of burning midnight oil .. no more procrastinating :) even playing for 12 hours str8 is no longer a problem now .. but why aint i feeling happy .. ? something is missing.. . . . . why do you always make me feel that im not good enough? why cant i get your attention? . . you would have talked to me if you care.
11:08 PM
Thursday, February 05, 2009
s-t-r-e-s-s actuallyi knew it long ago, i know all those are just my one sided thinking why am i so optimistic about something when i know it has to be ended or already ended. why am i so stubborn? bad bad bad i gotta jump out of this circle soon! i dont want to go round and rounnddd. why is my font size soo biggg maybe i should fail my typography.
10:44 AM
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