Wednesday, December 31, 2008
year 2009 is arriving
everyone seems to be counting down
ah and i will be at home this year
no fireworks ...
or rather i will be watching fireworks on television ..
no more squeezing with other singaporeans
no more perspiring and complaining this year ..
never countdown together this year too ..
its kinda expected, tho.
2009 gonna be a better year..
its gonna be a totally new phase of my life soon too~~
i hereby wish all my friends to be happy and healthy^^
,and rich xP
note: you got to make time, and not complain that you dont have time.
3:36 PM
Monday, December 29, 2008
yall see!! my pet pet is so CUTE! ahh! love love
i love you!
9:44 PM
Sunday, December 28, 2008
its crazy. im actually kinda wide awake at 4am this morning ..
omg and yes, i am not doing something productive
i have a hell lot of assignments to finish up
but i simply dont have the heart to work on it
wth i hate myself for being like this man
why am i always thinking so much about ***?
3:56 AM
i wanna count down ..
i wanna watch the fire works..
hais..
i wanna start everything fresh
i wannt you ..
i begin to be afraid of you ..
cos i totally have no idea what you are thinking,
at any moment, any place, any time.
1:28 AM
Saturday, December 27, 2008
Life Is a mystery
You never know what it's gonna be
I didn't know you were gonna leave
(And I was ready to spend my life with you)
Know I still cross your mind
Do you still feel me deep inside
Do you still see me when you close your eyes
Or did you find a way to let me go
You never want what you've got
But always want what you cant (have)
You never miss somethin until it's gone (until it's gone)
I know in your heart that you cant walk away
And if you want me to move on
Just say I aint right
For you when you moved on
The feelins gone
Just say I aint right
And I've been holdin on to love thats gone
Just say I Aint right
Seems like yesturday
I was the one you love to chase
Now someone took my place
What do you see in him you never saw in me
And If he loves you better
(I'll walk away)
Or if its me thas on your mind
Baby I'll say
You never want what you've got
But always want what you cant (have)
You never miss somethin until it's gone (until it's gone)
I know in your heart that you cant walk away (you cant walk away)
And if you want me to move on
Just say I aint right
For you when you moved on
The feelins gone
Just say I aint right
And I've been holdin on to love thats gone
Just say I'm not right [x5]
And baby I'll move on right x5]
Just say I aint right
For you when you moved on
The feelins gone
Just say I aint right
And I've been holdin on to love thats gone
Just say I aint right
[x2]
Just say I aint righ
1:55 AM
Friday, December 26, 2008
imy
i cant help it.
11:27 PM
Thursday, December 25, 2008
RJ Helton » Missing Me
I love the way it feels when you touch my hand
Don't wanna let you go
I love the way you say that I am your man
Don't understand why we can't go on and go on
Don't understand why
You don't belong in my arms
Ohh
And even if I cried a thousand tears tonight
Would you come back to me
And even if I walked on the water
Would you come out to sea
Now I can't spend my life standing by
Cause even when I miss you
You're still not missing me
It's funny how my heart just won't let it go
I just don't understand
It's crazy how the pain seems to overflow
The memories of you here with me by my side
I can't deny that you are the love of my life
Ohh
And even if I cried a thousand tears tonight
Would you come back to me
And even if I walked on the water
Would you come out to sea
Now I can't spend my life standing by
Cause even when I miss you
You're still not missing me
And I still cry for you
And I would die for you
I can't believe all the words I heard you say
And I still long for you
And I was strong for you
I can't believe that you'd throw it all away
And even if I cried a thousand tears tonight
Would you come back to me
And even if I walked on the water
Would you come out to sea
Now I can't spend my life standing by
Cause even when I miss you
You're still not missing me
I still cry for you
I would die for you
I can't believe all the words I heard you say
I still long for you
I was strong for you
I can't believe that you'd throw it all away
Now I can't spend my life standing by
Cause even when I miss you
You're still not missing me
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huiqi and joyce came my house today.
erm yea watched TWILIGHT..
hmm cant really appreciate that movie.
however, the vampire is kinda suave.
haha who can enlighten me ? and tell me whats so nice about that movie?
btw. im so so in deep shit.
:(
thanks yanling ,tho, for your concerns.
3 days left.
never achieve what i wanna do.
never, express what i wanna say.
11:53 PM
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
merry christmas eve!
lols sounds strange?.aye, and uh its kinda weird this year .
didnt celebrate with friends outside.
stayed at home for the day ,ya.
however i have a whole lot of fun for the past 3 days ^^.
i have enjoyed. (tho i have made a couple of stupid mistakes..)
but nevermind . i shouldnt have occupy myself with those craps.
wanted to .. play one more day .
.
hee
im courting death, ya ??
who can help me do homework!
i can pay! xP
HAHAHA
i wanna load many many fun fun photos up!
awwwww
i wanna , try to be drunk too!
but alcohol tastes horribly!
urghh why cant alcohol be sweeter,and not bitter..
booo why people love to drink?
when can i understand their reasons for drinking..~
someday~~i believe, and hope i will know .. xP
i wanna watch sunrise also!!
terribly!
aww :\
7:00 PM
Monday, December 22, 2008
CHALET YO
FROM 22 TO 24 YOYOYO
taste the sweet then the bitter-.-
is it a right choice?
we shall see~
2:59 PM
Saturday, December 20, 2008
sometimes i would rather, be the ignorant old may.
where i dont know about anything.
and think that the world outside is so perfectly bright.
1:09 AM
Monday, December 15, 2008
havent been blogging for quite some time.
life has been filled with assignments, laughters. stress and friends.
nothing else i guess.
and i seem to lose the focus of my life.
float,aimlessly,nothing,empty,neutral,numb.
time spent with friends is really great,though.
i really thank you all for all the fun and accompany .
my appreciation is beyond what words can portray.
11:57 PM
Monday, December 08, 2008
這樣夠了 最後一次試著
在這沒有你的地方
學著 你說的愛
為了讓你快樂
我選擇寂寞 也要很堅強的愛著
在這沒有你的地方
學著 你說的愛
為了讓你快樂
我選擇寂寞 也要很堅強的愛著
Coz I believe in love 手緊握卻心好痛
Coz I believe in love 我以為幸福會陪我到最後
我不是不懂愛的脆弱
這一刻卻放不開手
就這樣執著 刻骨銘心地愛錯
Coz I believe in love 我以為幸福會陪我到最後
我不是不懂愛的脆弱
這一刻卻放不開手
就這樣執著 刻骨銘心地愛錯
這樣夠了 最後一次試著
在這沒有你的地方
學著 你說的愛
為了讓你快樂
我選擇寂寞 也要很堅強的愛著
在這沒有你的地方
學著 你說的愛
為了讓你快樂
我選擇寂寞 也要很堅強的愛著
Coz I believe in love 手緊握卻心好痛
Coz I believe in love 我以為幸福會陪我到最後
我不是不懂愛的脆弱
這一刻卻放不開手
就這樣執著 刻骨銘心地愛錯
Coz I believe in love 我以為幸福會陪我到最後
我不是不懂愛的脆弱
這一刻卻放不開手
就這樣執著 刻骨銘心地愛錯
Love 可能會讓我變得更 勇敢
我想要的明天 不再和你有關 ohh
我想要的明天 不再和你有關 ohh
Coz I believe in love 手緊握卻心好痛
Coz I believe in love 我以為幸福會陪我到最後
我不是不懂愛的脆弱
這一刻卻放不開手
就這樣執著 刻骨銘心地愛錯
Coz I believe in love 我以為幸福會陪我到最後
我不是不懂愛的脆弱
這一刻卻放不開手
就這樣執著 刻骨銘心地愛錯
Coz I believe in love 手緊握卻心好痛
Coz I believe in love 我以為幸福會陪我到最後
我不是不懂愛的脆弱
這一刻卻放不開手
就傻傻執著 沒放棄過
希望有天 你懂
Coz I believe in love 我以為幸福會陪我到最後
我不是不懂愛的脆弱
這一刻卻放不開手
就傻傻執著 沒放棄過
希望有天 你懂
5:17 PM
Sunday, December 07, 2008
rebelling..
?
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i didn't know relationship can be that fragile..
1:42 AM
Saturday, December 06, 2008
"we were so close together~
it was nearly going to be our very happy ending.
never did we know its just a pretense.."
Jon McLaughlin - So Close Lyrics
You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive
A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close
So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close
How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far
10:20 PM
spent alot alot of my time figuring this UV out a few days back ..this assignment makes me so sad so sad..
booo
*twist fingers* please dont fail me. i know i did terribly this time round, but please..
:(
8:35 PM
Monday, December 01, 2008
im feeling very helpless now :(
i so feel like crying
i dont want to fail again
=(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
='( ='(
but who can i turn to ?
1:23 AM