Sunday, October 26, 2008
everyone is born to be an actor, we have been acting at all times.. which is your true self? im so confused. lotsa things have been going through my mind.. well not lately, but all these while beeen thinking alot .. my mind hasnt been resting for a lonnng time wow all the possibilities that i have come up with just scares me . how can one be so paranoid? haha how can one be so negative, yet having a small portion of the brain consoling the rest of the negative brain ? how can one be so positively negative about the world and everything? my .. perhaps i need some anti depressants need some sleeping pills feeling quite upset last friday nothing turns out to be what i want mmm but was kinda appeased after going out with jy .. haha thanks uh jy for the accompany .. or should i say, im the one accompanying u ? my .. i didnt really bought anything that i need on that day (except for food) random~~.. sometimes i really feel like living in portraits.. as theres no right or wrong in art .. there always a reason for everything in art .. and the reason is always up to how you think. no one will ever object ur thinking, as long as ur opinions are firm and are backed up with your own good sources .. im so tired been eating dinner late .. bathing late sleeping late waking up earlier been pulling long faces.. smile more, may cos you deserve it. haha love yourself yo~
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