Saturday, September 06, 2008

im in a dilemma..

THAT job really seems to be a really good deal ..
attractive pay ,relaxing environment?, flexible working time ...
yet all these seem too be way to good to be true ...
however what she has said, seems to be very true ...
she's a ex kranjian somemore..
she cant possibly be lying/hiding to us ..
ah .. but its all about sale... ah ...and my low (ha!)self esteem is not going to bring me far in this line...
but hey ! there's FREE basic training for everyone .....
(haha yea as a typical singaporean , i will very much like to emphasize on that word)
in fact, this seems to be a very good opportunity for me to "evolve" again!
hahah yet i have JUST CLOSED that door shut ..

would i regret ??
bbut that building is so far! i cant possibly always take lrt, then bus there to work ...
im unsure of myself. .
plus may thinks that ... there wouldnt be such a good deal without any catch ..
there must be some underlaying terms that we were unknown of..
or are we being too cautious or paranoid here?
there are too many uncertainties..
we have been given a chance to clear all our doubts on monday .. however, we have forgone it ..

mmmmmm
hee may, to be frank, im quite interested in that job.. its just that i dont have the guts to go for it on my own .. i hate the feeling of starting everything new again ...
tho new friends will be coming in my way ... and thats absolutely good , of course ...
uhhh
perhaps im too used to stay in my comfort zone........
hur hur ...

im been avoiding unknown numbers too
fearing that one of the calls might be from .. THEM ..
hur .. maybe i should start to answer THOSE calls from now onwards..
and learn to say "hi!" to JOB OPPORTUNITIES.....

9:03 PM