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Thursday, July 17, 2008
ugh i just cant quit complaining .. time and sleep is always not enough yeah i owalse grumble about the same old things.. rather than treasuring the time now to sleep right? yea human beings are owalse like that they tend to see faults in other people but they cant see the problems that they have wth ,is this right? saying is always so MUCH simplier than doing do you know its pretty tough to put our thoughts,or rather sayings, down as actions? like i owalse have the problems of executing the movements that im asked to do so .. and, i know i dont have ultimate bright/creative ideas to execute them in AfterEffects .. im quite a simple-minded girl~ ha~ uh but im trying~! but being hardworking here doesnt seems to be applicable here being hardworkingg doesnt bring me to anyway far i need ideas.. i need GUTS to PLAY WITH THE THINGS I HAVE YES i need to be daring enough to do all those shitty exaggerated transitions so to realise which are then the better ways to execute my supervisor told me something like this,before i started working in my office,"I dont mind you to take more time to explore, AS LONG AS YOU TRY." YES.. that sentence of his, keeps me motivated .. another says, "its okay, as long as i have learnt something." i really have to thank them , alot, for not putting me down by saying, "may, you are so slow. " and etc .. no.. but recently ... hmmm i feel reallly really down .... one of my,socalled, major project is down . and now i have to continue working on another TEDIOUS project UGHHH that project, is seriously draining alot of my energy away everyday. i cant even rest with a peace state of mind. i will keep thinking ,or rather, worrying for that project of mine. cos i know that im stuck , with that problem..... and the deadline is drawing near.. i dont have my own sweet time to figure all these out . (though my working speed is still the same =X) yea ... and i dont know who to askkkkk for help ... i have already consulted the only person that i can help.. and yes, he did give me some advices/suggestions to do ... BUT HEYY!! MAN .. im the one doing and hes the one saying this and that , and end off with the word "try" .. yea TRY ... im trying man .. but how come those just dont work DAMNIT its driving me crazy~~~~~
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