wohooo, girls haha
im back =) to blog again .
*my hair or rather my scalp itch like siaooo now.. *
yeah anyway,
i have a .. fab weekend. haha
no luh .. not really fabulous.. but its just that i get to go out with my family
aha its a long time since i ever go out with them ..
though we didnt do anything much out there .. all we do is just eattt

and yea i think i saw my online friend, when im on my way home..
how concidence?!
hahaha

digressing ..
...
the ones ,who are close to you ,will normally leave you soon ..
on the other hand, you will always find those ,who aint close with you, to stay around you.
....
haha i saw this in one of the emails i have .. and i think its somehow true .. haha
it has happened on me for a few times already .
maybe. fate just wanna separate me from my close friends, so to "force" me to look for new buddy buddies .. hais..
haha dont misunderstand. i dont mean you people( who are in the same class as me) aint close to me . haha you know, i dont anyhow give people my blog address.. so if you have my blog address, you are considered close to me .. ya da ya da .. anyway yeah

haha ya .. so its like so damn ssad.. cos your, or rather my close friends will normally leave me for the better. hahah yeah who dont leave for the better .. but its like .. aww
i cannot , keep them by my sides..
its just so tiring , to keep having to TRY to talk to strangersss hahahah
okok but it can be fun sometimes.. hahaha
aiyahhh
aiyahh
just , why cant friendship last?
haha i can already see people ,whom im close to in the past, are drifting further away from me.
be it their education, or their hobbies..
damn sad... maybe thats how the communication barrier comes in ..

today aint a good day to start my weekend.
my sketches are critic-ed( ah !~wateva) and are said to be ... "formless"
hahaa and i think what i have drawn earlier on , are useless..
they are just stacks of .. useless drawings that i have done for this past 4 weeks..
gosh .. tell me ..
am i dreaming or what?
i have wasted 4 weeks .. = one month , without realising..
wah lao ... im really wasting my time .
the lecturers keep asking us not to think that way .. but its a truth .
ahhh bleh bleah bleaahh so sian ..
now, i dont even know what to say .. regarding my course ..
it's likeee ... completely , hopeless.
aiyooooo ughh just let me #$!@#!#@#!#!@

aiyah theres so much that i wanna say .. but its like ..
they are all bottomed up inside me . and i cant spill them all out now .. haha i just feel like lying on my bed ...
eeeee ahhhhhh
and i gotta bathe to wash my hair .. *yawn*
*scratch *