Wednesday, May 28, 2008

one word : STRESS

JSUT WHAT AM I DOING THESE THREE DAYS..
HAHA IM DOING SOME REAL BUSINESS EDITING..
AND THATS ,GIVING ME .. TREMENDOUS STRESS
THINKING, YOU HAVE GOT A DEADLINE TO FOLLOW ..
AND ITS JSUT NOT THE SAME AS BEFORE.
CAUSE THE PEOPLE WHO ARE WORKING AROUND ME, ARE NO LONGER PEOPLE WHOM I CAN LA-LA TO .
MY GOSH.
MY MOUTH STINKS ALOT HAHA
DIDNT GET TO SPEAK AND BE CRAZY EVERYDAY

I HAVE BEEN BOTTOMING MY FEELINGS UP TO MYSELF.
I DARE NOT ASK WHY , WHAT , HOW..
HAHA THOUGH THE PEOPLE THERE ARE QUITE NICE
ALL OF THEM ,LOOK LIKE A FAMILY, WORKING SO HARD WITH AN UNITED HEART.
WHEREAS, i just feel like A OUTSIDER...
WHO IS INTRUDING INTO THEIR HAPPY FAMILY
I KNOW IM THINKING TOO MUCH
I KNOW I NEED MUCH MORE TIME TO ADAPT TO THE NEW SURROUNDINGS..
JUST LET ME RANT ON MAN~!

I DONT DARE TO ASK QNS(i scared that im asking stupid qns), OR MAKE SOME STUPID COMMENTS ON WHATEVER HAHA
WATEVA WATEVA .. I FEEEL SO SMALL THERE
AIYOOO
TO BE FRANK ,, I REALLY MISSSS THOSE DAYS, WHERE I HAVE MY FRIENDS TO BE BESIDE ME ..
I MISS THOSE DAYS ,WHERE I CAN SPEAK FREELY AND DO WHATEVER I WANT
I MISS THOSE DAYS WHERE I CAN BURP WITHOUT FEELING AWKWARD.

I MISS THOSE DAYS.. THOSE PEOPLE ..
YOU PEOPLE =((

SO MUCH TO WHINEEEE

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