Tuesday, May 06, 2008

hey hey
haha thanks ah lobert .. for asking me to update .
ah . actually now , idont really have anything to update you all about myself..
haha all i wanna say now is ..

IM SO STRESSED .
aye aye aye my heart is always pounding so fast, when im in that fypj room everyday ..
ughh i think im getting paranoid..
is like whenever someone opens the door of the fypj room, my heart will skip a beat.. and my eyes will ,naturally, steal a glance at the door/person entering.. haha

and..
im like having so much problems with my drawing now ..
hais .. teachers'(or rather the mentors') comments, made me feel that my drawing ,sucks totally .. aiyo ..
one of them even asks me, "how long have i been sketching?"
meaning how long have i been drawing ... mmmmm
hais
it seems that i dont even have a good foundation for drawing .. haisss
goodness so now ,another guy is showing me the way to draw my characters in perspective..
and IM HAVING SO MUCH TROUBLE ..
im having so much fear, if i were to draw one stroke on the paper..
it seems that i have to think ,before i draw EVERY stroke on the paper ..
being too stiff/tensed is not good . being too loose is not good,too .
=(( oh my ....
im stuckkkk

8:44 PM