Saturday, November 03, 2007

strangely, i always cannot do what people want me to do.
i seem to disappoint them ,alot.

aye i feel so restricted. .

not being able to play
not being able to do whateva i wanna do
not being to say i wanna voice out
not being able to express myself freely

works ideas school
school works ideas
ideas school works

they are so tying me down

aye ,sorry for grumbling here again.
i just couldnt stop complaining, till all assignments have really ended.

friend(s) complain that i have not spent enough time with them
however, have they ever spared a thought for me?
i ,want some SPACE ,to enjoy myself

a simple workout at gym can be nice.
i dont ask for too much
-.-

i ALMOST made a fuss out of the EVERYTHING that goes against me today.
i was being sarcastic.
i was speaking such a sour manner ,that actually scares my friends away.
whats wrong with me?
i have no idea where does this frustration comes from..
maybe its because i know that i cant finish my work,that had to be dued on friday, on time.
maybe its because my friend just dont wish to lend me a helping hand.
i dont blame her. cos all these was my fault, of cos, i have to bear the consequence.
maybe is because of jealousy.
maybe its because of being ignored and heck cared... being isolated and lonely
wateva, im just pissed.
however im alright now. cos beauty sleep is waiting for me.

im lethargic. yawn .
so great, i have to sleep now.
no auditionSEA tonight.

"luosy"

*i just hope that joyce wouldnt be angry with me when i was on the phone with you just now.
aye i dont mean to not say anything. its just that, my brain is COMPLETELY blank now.
aye..

12:14 AM