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Saturday, November 10, 2007
hmm saturday has finally arrived (to declare something . if i were to talk to you on msn, please dont MISinterpret my "aye" as "aiyer" aye ,is just a sound.. u can figure out the pronounciation by looking at the spelling.. so please, im not aiyer-ing you all ok hais.. few of my friends misinterpret it as 'aiyer', and i think they are quite unhappy about why i 'aiyer' them oh my, im so INNOCENT.. *raise up my hands*) oh btw, you can choose to skip the words which are in small. not really important things. so, dont waste your time =) this week is quite a tough week for me. to be frank, im quite, QUITE disciplined already. i dont AUDI ..THAT much .. so, sad thing to mention, my skills have deproved. however, next and next next week will be MUCH MUCH tougher for me reason being some assignments are dued in that two weeks ? i guess, plus the critic % will go up. so if i never really do anything better for this weekend , i might as well bang my head against the wall now. die faster ,so that i wouldnt have to face the damn music .. AYE i have been thinking about quite alot of things. wondering, am i being too sensitive/INsensitive at times. sometimes, i do felt being left out ,though my friends are with me at that time. sometimes, i feel that i m way too arrogant. sometimes i talked too much (or am i just crapping?), so much so that i didnt give my friends any moments to breathe. i just bombarded them with my thinkings. and not knowing that im wrong at times. sometimes, i feel that im so stubborn and i can ONLY accept what i think is right. HOWEVER, when i wanna learn to accept others, i said,"ok, its fine with me" then, they will say i am lacking of my own opinions. TRUE. i dont deny that im easily swayed and i dont have a firm decision of my own. im more of a sheep ,than an eagle . tell me, how can i make this rusty brain of mine have more of its , way of thinkings.. AYE .. big sigh dont bring me down. i actually loathe people who always criticize themselves and drag their friends down the water. who likes to hear the bad things? right? plus, if that bad thing is a you-know-and-i-know thing, then why do you still have to mention it again? dont tell me you like the burning feeling of salt-on-your-wound .. dont get offended .. im not indirectly saying anyone. im just throwing all the rubbish feelings out of myself. on a lighter note, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHARON MOHYONG YUMIN (u like pink right ? xP) AND MAY THU MAUNG (hee i know u like bronze.) woohoo!! i know their full names haha happy 18th and 19th birthday. and yeah! HOORAY! I HAVE BLOGGED TIME TO SLOG AND PLAY HARD YEA!
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