Tuesday, October 02, 2007

no mood
really
hais

im very much troubled with this coming N level ..
so, its N level math paper 2 tomorrow.
hais i can see that my brother is really STRESSED up
hais he said that he feels like a failure
well, i feel like one too
for not being able to be a good maths(and wateva) teacher.
thank goodness i didnt put "early childhood" as one of my top 3 choices for my JAE
hais, i seriously cannot convey myself well
super depressing
maybe, im really weird
talking in a weird way, and behave in a weird way

i think its been a long time since i have conversed with a stranger.
it feels so weird when i were to meet someone new.
the aloof me possesses me again.
i have no idea what to say, or how i should behave.
i feel so, hopeless.
haha and as you all can see, my entries are getting shorter and shorter..
reason being, i dont crap as often as before now
everything is dull for me
dull clothes, dull conservations, dull ideas, dull me
boohoo
sometimes, i really WISH to pour everything out in my brain onto blogger
hais, how nice if i could do it one day
and decorate my blog with my brain juice ...
booohoooo =(
im always stuck with words

i cant go on anymore
as im distracted once again..

really hope my bro will fare well for his N LEVELS EXAMINATIONS yea
good luck~!
hope you will get the worlds' easiest maths questionS yea =D
jiayou~!
=D

6:54 PM