Saturday, September 29, 2007

aiyer
i have been so lazy nowadays ..

haah nothing much happened.

all i did is eat and play and sleep yea?
so haha i have nothing to say
=(
boohooo
boring life yea

some pictures here to brighten up my blog,
maybe..














i hate to take photos with my specs ..
i like to take photos of myself in my pyjamas ..
O.O whoa O.O
hais

saw that pair of sexy legs ?
not mine ,though =( haha


hais .. so long .. since i have taken neoprints with my friends yea


hmm i feel like ,having something to say~

but .. the thinkings are stuck in my brain
hmmm



8:38 PM

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

itchy itchy itchy
hais .. my skin is peeling,terribly

now, i really look like a giraffe ..
having one patch of black here
and another patch of beign there

hais
*yawn*



so much in my mind
should it end,long ago?
hmm

11:30 PM

Saturday, September 22, 2007

woohoo..
a picture of my favourite download online game~
AUDITIONsea
..
take note of my DEN(money in auditionsea)
=) nice number eh?
ha wanna buy 4D?

11:15 PM

Thursday, September 20, 2007





bangala

haha

(you all cant really see the tan right =,= boohoo, maybe, i really have a 'black' face )

9:29 PM


ouchiiee
i never knew i will tio sunburn -.-
hais
i dont even look like im suntanned yesterday
=(
in the end, i feel the pain of being sunburned from yesterday till now..
ouchh .. a simple task like raising my hand can cause much pain to my skiinnnn (esp the skin at my shoulder area)

pain ... =(

now, i really look like a roasted pig =(
red red red
but i feel good about it
haha

9:23 PM

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

(hah finally did one of enuj's quiz
however, i just did half of it cos i have no idea who i can tag for the 2nd part =X)

List out the top 5 birthday presents you wish for:
(have a big headache for this.. hmmm)
1. Acessories (anything, a pendant or bracelet or necklace will do)
2. PSP then!
3. a pair of earpieces /headset xP
4. birthday cards ( i love reading the content .its owalse good to know how other pple feel about you,though .. haha)
5. MORE CLOTHINGS =) or shoes !!

The person who tagged you is: ! ENUJ

Your relationship with her: my best friend back in primary school. we are still close friends now (maybe,we have become closer xP)

Your 5 impressions of her: straightforward, very socialable (my gosh,i have probs spelling), knowledge and fashionable(is this considered 2 or 1),and she wouldnt neglect anybody, yet sometimes she can be quite temperamental (woohoo ,just checked the dictionary.)

The most memorable thing she had done for you: She gave me her support when im so demoralised and depressed over something. I feel ease when shes around.The most memorable words that she had said to you: er, shouldbe " May, you are beautiful!." HAHA i guess shes the only one ,who will say this to me. haha yea and she owalse tells me that "i can do it.". i guess she has alot of faith in me. =( its really paiseh to disappoint her sometimes, when she kept saying that i can do it ,yet i couldnt.

If there will be a chance, will she become your lover? My lover.. hmm maybe, if im a guy. Shes attractive,i cant deny xP.

If she's your lover, what she has to improve on? er, She got to be more responsive (=x). she seems to take QUITE SOMETIME, to respond (for either msn, or sms -.-)

If she becomes your enemy? hhuh ,maybe she has stepped on my tail or betrayed me ? dont really know how to ans this .=X

The reason why she becomes your enemy: maybe she has stepped on my tail or betrayed me ?( errr seriously, whats the diff between that 2 qns. my eng = thumb down man)

What will you like to do for her now? er,dont really know what i can do for her. However, i can be sure to lend her my ears ,at anytime ,anywhere =) She wouldnt lose me.=) i will be there for her. =)

Your overall impression of her: haha very outgoing. Shes a fun to be with. a worthy friend. =D

How people around me will think of me: Unsociable? not confident lo. can be quite lame and humorous sometimes. caring bleh

What do I love about myself: er maybe is the weird sense of humor i have -.- and my kindness xP =)

What do I hate myself? er alot if u wanna me to say. water retention arms(or rather body), mt stubborness,emo-ness,the country-pumpkin(? hmm)-and-procrastinator me,my lazyness rahh and of cos THE MOODY ME haha ,oh ya dandruffs and my moon-like face! boohoo so many areas to improve on.

The most ideal person I would like to be: maybe is enuj ! haha i think shes so close to perfection. xP

Some words for those who care for me: i appreciate you all ,seriously. thank you so much for encouraging me .

3:23 PM

Friday, September 14, 2007

just cannot stand it, when some people are so self centered
everything they wanna do is for their own sake
for goodness sake, you are not the king or queen
thus, i have no responsibility to do the things that u have ordered me to me
you have no rights to complain
=( im so tired , of everything

even sleeping can be a tiring chorus for me ..
hais

im so fed up now
fed up of myself, and simply everything else, once again
i need a breather
=(

put yourself in my shoe
i have waited a day for ur sms
and in return, complains is all you can give
if all you can care is for yourself, dont ever claim that you are missing me
hmph
you are just being faker day by day
dont spoil my impression of you

GOOD NIGHT BUDDIES!

11:54 PM


yosh =D
hahah
so yeah i had rottED today
"lan ming yi tiao"

finally ,i have changed the skin of my blog
=D its an emo skin
and i like it very much !
see that drawing of a girl ?
its drawn by kurt kalsey( haha not sure of his (or her) name)
anyway,im getting more and more drawn to his drawings
they are simple ,yet so expressive
clean and sweet =D haha so i have decided to work towards that kinda direction
i hope i can have his standard one day
=D
my idol =D

art can be very expressive, when you know the way to manipulate it
it's something which is so unpredictable, yet suprising .


once again, i will like to say
I LOVE THIS SKIN, VERY MUCH =D
=D

6:17 PM


im
so
bo r ed

boredness can kill

im half dead
someone ,wanna stab me in my heart
ZZ

bored

UGHHH
RAHHHH

boredom drives me crazy

5:15 PM

Thursday, September 13, 2007

pool is easy to play.
but its quite hard to hit the ball that i am aiming.
and, its hard to hit the correct ball in.
Plus, its harder to hit a black ball in during the crucial moments(with the WHITE BALL remaining on the table)
the hardest thing (for me),is to win a game all by myself

maybe, i have not trusted myself enough

my accuracy and aiming have improved, though

may ,yanyu and yanling are much better than me
oh man, i gotta play harder
haha =D

today is just a WHOA ..
however, i feel that i havent have enough
hmmmmmmmm
i wanna trainnnn moreeee
=(

i dont even have the mood to audi now
i just feel like having a good,hot and comfortable bath
and just lie on my bed.
good night =)

my hp dont have a good-enough-camera for me to use
hais

actually, i miss those neoprint machines

somehow, my wallet is getting thinner when i didnt really spend $ on anything
maybe i did spend alot on food
hais
all those food are in my stomach
no wonder i cant see anything ,which i have spent, visually =\

may lim -.- u have to cut down the usage of $ on food -.-
UGH excerise more
that 2 fat and water retention arms are UGH -.- lols

11:04 PM

Sunday, September 09, 2007

woohoo
im so tired, yet so happy now
haah
finally, i can try POOL !!
haha and i manage to shoot in one or two !! all thanks to my tyco-ness~~
haha and of cos, i have to thank my dear buddies ,june and joyce
hahaahahah thanks for coaching me
my hand,or rather fingers are somewhat inflexible man
ZZZZ and wads so sickening is, the people there kept on EXCUSE ME EXCUSE ME
im so damn irritated by their "excuse me "S
ugh
and,i cant transfer the photos that i have taken today, to this computer =(

hais i have to find a way ,somehow
haha to show the pros - joyce and june =D

i have fun
thanks =D

12:02 AM

Saturday, September 08, 2007

haha
i laughed at my misfortuneS
i have no choice, but to laugh, with my eyes brimming with tears
i feel so hopeless
so helpless
how i wish there are tons and tons of assignments piling up now for me to rush
,haha contradicting
but,
at least, i wouldnt feel so lonely ,so aimless now
at least, my mind will be occupied with stress, and not lonliness
whats the use of bestfriend/friend(s) when they dont know BIT of your thinking
maybe, friends are for show or for cases of emergency
maybe, thats how i am your friend xP lols
joking


my mind is so occupied with all those nonsensical and depressing stuffs..
i guess ,only auditionsea can bring me out of my depression now

i wanna be happy too
who dont?
-.-

2:30 PM


dark circles.... not disappearing ,but enlarging
boohoo







paiseh, =.= i forgot to rotate the pictures. Thus, er the above pictures are remained as landscapes . ahah anyway, all u have to do is to look at my mouth to figure out what i am trying to say~! Clue: sth that i am really addicted to, these days ~ haha should be easy for SOME of you

im bored.. jaa ne

going to my favourite download game soon ..

aint these 'stars cute .. they taste like 'wang wang xue bing'

=D


1:21 PM

Friday, September 07, 2007

its been days since i have last blogged
..haha it's not that i am so so busy
its just that, the auditionSEA bug has inflicted an untreatable damage to my brain
omgosh, i am so damn addicted to it
its as if its my bread and air
hahaah
-.-
the only happy thing that has happened today is that ...
i manage to get a perfect chain for 10 times continuously !
HAHA I CANNOT EVEN BELIEVE MY EARS AND EYES
so sadly to say, i didnt save my 'HIGHEST SCORE' down
so damn sad .. but still ,im glad that at least theres something glory in my 'auditionSEA history'

er i gtg to auditionSEA .
and so,
BYE


i reallly appreciate those ,who will still visit my blog

3:11 PM