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Saturday, August 18, 2007
whenever i wanna try, and i have tried something out, the result is not that fantastic and the little 'shake head' that you do ,can just put me down on the spot .why cant you just encourage me and say that i can do better next time? why do i always feel so inferior in front of you ? Why did you not care about my feelings ?Why am i feeling so lonely ,even when you are just beside me? Did you ever look inside me? The little things i do ,you can never see. You thought im hardhearted. Now, i dont give a damn anymore. If you think that i am dull, then yes, i am. You have your friends, and i have mine. Though im only have that pathetic few friends, doesnt mean you can ask me out whenever you feel like, and chunk me at one corner when you dont need me. I am not you doll, not your puppet. You dont own me. If you dont even bother to care about how i feel, then, dont come near me. I dont need hypocrities to be my friend. sometimes, i really hate you, alot. I dont want to be your shadow. maybe im really dull, thats why people usually treat me as thin air, they dont respect me. they dont ask for my opinions. maybe im really that ignorant and stupid. maybe, without you, i wouldnt have any friends. maybe im really worthless ,without you. if my friends are my 'friends', just because of you ..then i rather be left alone ,without you. shit me, i have alot to say and i am stuck with words. im so stupid and useless. i am afraid of trying already. Rejections . maybe, expectations really disappoint me.
12:11 PM
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Yours Truly
Procrastinator
12ofMAY89
girl
MAYlim
known as "yam" in cyberspace, not becos i love yam, but the color..
haha nah .. just becos ..
i think u can guess the reason behind it.
...
currently studying ~~
busy, yet available to go out? xP
I WANT TO TRY EVERYTHING. lols
TRY WOULDNT DIEE RIGHTTTT
LETS DO SOMETHING CRAZY TODAY!~
my belief : Actions speak louder than words. DO IT, don't JUST TALK about it .
cos TALK IS CHEAP. ^^ ATNA sucks xP.
bit by bit, day by day,
we can ,and gonna be stranger AGAIN ~
tell yourself this:
"快樂不是因為擁有的多，
而是因為計較的少"
-==desire==-
BEAUTIFUL brows
LATI DOLL!
contact lens!
TRY -spa/pedicure/manicure
more Tees(my aim:<$<10!)/li>
black shorts
CROPPED cardigan*
jeans
more PSPgames!!!<3
canvas shoes(black)
GOD DIVA'S DARK/WHITEchocolate
eat CRAYFISH
happiness & love
keepINTOUCH with friends
LOVEmyfamily MORE
SILKY&SHINY hair
beTANNEDandTONED
SMILE MORE!
PASSmyFYPJ+PORTFOLIO
GRADUATE withMYFRIENDS
MORE DECISIVE
INDEPENDENCE
A part-time job
THATpairof VINTAGEearrings!!
PIERCEear(my right ear)+ one more on my left's
bracelet-like WATCH
kawaii/black EARSTUDS
BLACK RING
TRY SQUASH!
WHITEN MY TEETH
GO CLUBBING WITH FRIENDS^^
watch MADAGASCAR II !!
a healthy relationship
GRADUATION TRIP WITH MY FRIENDS!
MACDONALD BREAKFAST!
LJS BREAKFAST!
KFC BREAKFAST!
MUSIC BOX(da toy shop_orchard)
polariod camera!
THINKINGGGGGGGGG!
I LOVE, MY LOVES
BLINGS!
black,white,grey,purple,orange and NEON COLORS
<3 family and friends
FUN!
EXERCISE ONCEaweek
companions
people LOVE and CARE for me
mocha frappe, or any chocolatey drinks/food
chill by the river, i love night sceneries
YOU,to spend time with me
MONEY! of cos
a job in the NEAR future
I hate, MY hates
people who make EMPTY PROMISES
jerks and bitches
narcissist
UNCERTAINY&INSECURITY
tell me, is it so hard to achieve all that?! xP
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