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Saturday, July 21, 2007
ahhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! everything is not functioning well! my scv box has suddenly DIED on us =( luckily ,jacky wu's shows is showing on channel U hais +( =( i think i have gotten too stressed up these days again .. =( i got so fed up of the people around me so easily i find myself always clenching my fist so tightly i find myself slogging in a slacking way ,meaning to say ,i have made NO progress(oh well,may be a tiny weeny bit of progress)even though i am actually facing my computer and is trying to concentrate to do something for my assignments ...!!!!! =( hais im really struggling in this course i am begining to hate ,hate to hear comments from people cos everytime i ask, i got more and more demoralised .. i never seem to be able to reach my goals gosh =( so sad the result,which i have received for my web design, is the best example that i can give. THAT makes me realise that , i am too stupid to LEARN THE WAY TO WORK SMART and of cos, i have no design sense =( i hate to give comments now too why ? cos i will be condemned for my poor design sense i have no confidence i totally agree i cant hold my head up so stop putting me more down still i know my place, i dont need YOU to remind me of my PAIN AGAIN DAMN so .. my efforts has gone down the drain luckily i have at least score a C ,instead of a D+, otherwise. i think i will.. .. haha no larh ,nothing will happen i have lost my 600ml container NICE .. no need to drink anymore of the shake anymore (yea, excuse, i noe.. DUN REMIND ME! UGH!) so now, i still have to buy another transparent water bottle for myself now .. how great?! i always find myself spending more than what i am supposed to spend so when i really want to buy something, i find myself so BROKE BLAME IT ON MY STOMACH ?MOUTH ? OR MY BRAIN? AHH too bad, this old lady here has no self displine.. shh i didnt say anything did i ? NO , I DIDNT! THATS NOT ME ugh I WANNA SCOLD VULGUR(s) ! HAHA
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