Friday, June 22, 2007

sometimes ,i realise, the word "SORRY" really DOESNT WORK sometimes
reason being, the situation cant be reversed ,just because of the apology (s)

hais
a big hais and a :) for today

i ask myself a question today
"Who will always stay by you and support you forever ?"
and the answer is,"My family, ONLY (perhaps?)"

i felt all alone today
i realise everything that is around me is changing
i will slowly drift away from my old friends, and (hopefully) make new friends
and this is so going to be a vicious cycle
who's going to stay beside me and support me ?
no, i dont think MY friends will stay
everyone will have their very own problem, i know
i get it =(
=) thats why, i can then ,understand that FAMILY MEMBERS are going be(MUST BE )the MOST IMPORTANT people to me


i was so wrong
i was so unfilial in the past
i have devoted my time on wrong people, wrong obsession (s)

BUT

i am so glad that i have 'grown up' and managed to realise the importance of my family now
they are the only ones, who will not desert me and will forgive me for my mistakes
i love them ~!

aww


its nice to sweat it all out today
i would be so down today, if my brother isnt there to accompany today,
and i would probably drown myself with my tears again (hah, exaggerated)
THANKS bro! ><

haha i have no idea why i have this urge to erm BLAH on all these

anyway, i love my family!








on a side note, er hope joyce's po po will be alright
=\ hais

9:06 PM