Saturday, June 30, 2007
haha 'my' head so dont resemble my brother's
haha can u (those who have seen have brother before) imagine that im actually modeling him~!
hahah -.- it looks so not like him~!
boohoo, hah but at least its a decent head, and i have also spent nearly a week on it
i should be happy with it =)
the other major assignments are bothering me now
one is web design, where i have to design a website to promote the given resort/condominium (depends on which one i choose).
I find it so hard, as i have to design it in an unique and attractive way so that people will stay in that resort or buy that condominium of cos.. Unfortunately, i dun have any idea now.
i feel that my friends/classmates are so stressing me up.
They are so ahead of me in their works.
hais, sometimes, i really cant help but to wonder if i really cut for this course
this unwanted thinking kept swirling in my head.. i dunoe why
hais, for the time being, i just hope that i can quickly finish off all my assigenments and have a GOOD REST + PLAY PLAY PLAY + EXCERISE of cos
haha its been so long since i have excerised with joyce and opf =\
hais
i really want to sweat all my frustration + fatigue + stress + unhappiness + grumpiness + bad attitude OUT
i seriously need a break
2 weeks just aint enough.
=X
9:18 PM
hello.
may is back .
lols.
the reason for not blogging these few days is very simple
its because of the sickening assignments that i have piled up during the holidays + the new upcoming assignments that are thrown to us ? haha
plus, im sick
so i guess, im not in a good condition to FUNCTION
i guess ,i cannot even form a proper sentence in english now
thats why ,i dun wish to blog
do u all understand me ?
if not ,nvm ..
plus, i dont have the time to think about those things that i will usually think
i would rather to sleep my time away .
maybe you will be thinking ,"Aint she against of people sleeping their time away ?"
yeah, i still think so .
However, i would have dozed off unknowingly even if i was watching the tv or doing whatever .
hmm..seems that as long as i am sitting down, i will have a high possibility of falling asleep ?
haha
=\
i have no idea why i wanna post this entry
11:51 AM
Monday, June 25, 2007
tue is a deadly day
i dunoe if i can survive tomorrow
=(
7:49 PM
Friday, June 22, 2007
everything turns out to be a hoax
i hate lies so much
haha maybe im the one cheating on myself
fate ,YESH today is a fateful day
maybe ,im stuck with this kinda fate
be forgiving , may
you aint right ALL THE TIME
stop being so stubborn
take it or leave it yea
but be so wishy-washy
i like long sleeves top
finally, i get it at a VERY REASONABLE price i suppose xP
joyce, not only thin people can wear long sleeves top ,ok ?
fat people can wear too
i can wear !~
11:02 PM
sometimes ,i realise, the word "SORRY" really DOESNT WORK sometimes
reason being, the situation cant be reversed ,just because of the apology (s)
hais
a big hais and a :) for today
i ask myself a question today
"Who will always stay by you and support you forever ?"
and the answer is,"My family, ONLY (perhaps?)"
i felt all alone today
i realise everything that is around me is changing
i will slowly drift away from my old friends, and (hopefully) make new friends
and this is so going to be a vicious cycle
who's going to stay beside me and support me ?
no, i dont think MY friends will stay
everyone will have their very own problem, i know
i get it =(
=) thats why, i can then ,understand that FAMILY MEMBERS are going be(MUST BE )the MOST IMPORTANT people to me
i was so wrong
i was so unfilial in the past
i have devoted my time on wrong people, wrong obsession (s)
BUT
i am so glad that i have 'grown up' and managed to realise the importance of my family now
they are the only ones, who will not desert me and will forgive me for my mistakes
i love them ~!
aww
its nice to sweat it all out today
i would be so down today, if my brother isnt there to accompany today,
and i would probably drown myself with my tears again (hah, exaggerated)
THANKS bro! ><
haha i have no idea why i have this urge to erm BLAH on all these
anyway, i love my family!
on a side note, er hope joyce's po po will be alright
=\ hais
9:06 PM
Monday, June 18, 2007
Can you notice how SPECIAL is my handphone protector !? ;)
HEEEEE =\
omg, im so not filial ,
=(
happy belated BIRTHDAY,mummy ><
happy belated fathers' day !
UGH
=\ my shitty mind
10:33 PM
=( im so confused
sometimes, maybe i have said something that i never really mean it
maybe, i was insane at that point of time
=( hais, big HAIS
i wanna sleep until 1 or even later than 1 PM ..
but no matter what, i just have to wake myself up to have my morning 'shake'
but hey, so unfortunately, i have already skipped many of breakfasts
thus, i have not been drinking on that 'shake' for days
=( i feel like i have spent my money on something that i dont seem to trust
my mood is so rotten nowadays
UGH
dont bother me =\
leave me there to rot
i have no answer to your questions
1:12 AM
Friday, June 15, 2007
hais, tell me,
how am i going to feel ,when my heart is dead?
i was blamed for being heartless,
then ,who will be there for me when im being so helpless
seems that the people around me are wanting something from me
but, why aint they giving me some breathing space/ concerns at the right time
im doing what i shouldnt do,
indulging in what i shouldnt too
this is getting so shitty
i jjust feel so rotten
*actually, i feel that i have lots to say, yet i just couldnt pen them down in words
im dumbfounded, suddenly
or maybe, im like that, all along
i kept things to myselffffffff
no wonder, i feel so suffocated
11:50 PM
Thursday, June 14, 2007
mini wok noodles at FOOD REPUBLIC *DROOLS* =) it costs me $5 and im very satisfied =D
ok, i have really 'show hand' here ,to show u all the measurements of my whole body (nearly)
and yeah , i have managed to slim down by ABIT (and this is taken on last tue)
neoprints of the day (im not the one asking for IT ,THIS TIME ROUND!)
BLAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
im just bored at home and began to shoot here and thereyeah~ long live photography !!
i am not happpyyy
=( i dont feel like staying at home, or going out
KILL MEE =(
im beginning to feel the pressure now
hais, my mind is so blank now
all i wanna do is to eat KFC KFC KFC THIGHS
=\ shit.
10:34 PM
im so IRRITATED, seriously
when some people are not fated to be together, nothing can help to allow them to be together
so why should some human beings still hang on to something that doesnt belong to them in the first place?
maybe ,im one of the kind
i go after things that i can never reach
i love to stamp my own feet and slap my own face
haha low IQ + EQ people, like me, will do such things, isnt it xP
im not condemning those people .. anyway, the point i wanna put across is,
im so contradicting
shit this kind of attittude
it's completely dreadful
UGH, pui
12:07 AM
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
HAIYO, IT WILL BE REALLLY MUCH MORE CONVENIENT IF WE CAN UPLOAD PICTURES UP BY FOLDER!
SO THAT WE WOULDNT HAVE TO CLICK EVERY NOW AND THEN, JUST TO UPLOAD THEMMMMMM
AHH nvm
sometimes, blogger can really drive us crazy xP
but the auto save feature is really really helpful =D
blogger, keep it up ,okay O.O hais, quickly upgrade it more often xP
so after one week of dieting, my weight didnt really drop
=( haha and i give myself a BREAK today *have a kitkat xP*
hais, and unfortunately, i have gained some pounds at the same time
sickening, its so damn sickening
anyway, there will be some photos to brighten up my post agn`xP
anyway, there will be some photos to brighten up my post agn`xP
and so, blogger has decided to take revenge of me by not allowing me to load my pictures up
=( so i guess, i will post them up later in my next entry =D
hahhahaahaahhahahahahaha
good day ! my fellow ともだち(s)
7:34 PM
Monday, June 11, 2007
| You Are 14% Homophobic |
 You're open minded, tolerant, and accepting. And you're not homophobic in the least :-) |
| You Are 36% Girly |
 You are a pretty hardcore tomboy, and a very free spirit. Gender roles be dammed, you like to do things your way. |
| You Are 34% Evil |
 A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well. In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil. |
| You Are 55% Addicted to Blogthings |
 You're a Blogthings fiend - addicted but not totally dependent. So what if you know your personality type by heart? And while you may feel like Blogthings is crack... There are people much worse off than you! |
| You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Shy |
 When a guy gets to know you, he finds a great catch Problem is... you're too shy for most guys to get to know. From meeting someone to dating, you usually have your guard up. And while you're just holding back, it makes you seem like you've got something to hide. |
| You Have Good Karma |
 In general, you like to do the right thing when it comes to others. Your caring personality really shines through. Sure, you have your moments of weakness - and occasionally act out. But, all in all, you're karma is good... even with those few dark spots. |
| Your Love Life Secrets Are |
 Looking back on your life, you will only have one true love. You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't? You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky. In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm. Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go. |
| You Are 37% Impulsive |
 You're a pretty stable and serious person. You don't take things lightly. This doesn't mean you can't have fun - you just have fun responsibly. You definitely have a spontaneous side, but you only let loose when it's appropriate. |
| Well, You Know What a Blog Is... |
 You got 4/8 correct! But, truthfully, most blogs probably bore you. |
| You Are Somewhat Mature |
 You definitely act like an adult sometimes, but a big part of you is still a kid at heart. While your immature side is definitely fun, you're going to have to grow up sooner or later. |
| You Are Milk Pocky |
 Your attitude: caring and charming Smooth and silkly... invigorating and natural. You are like comfort food for the soul. |
| You Are 44% Control Freak |
 Generally, you are in control but not a control freak. You life is usually in order. However, sometimes you get too obsessed with making everything in your life picture perfect. |
| Your Stress Level is: 45% |
 You are somewhat prone to stress, especially when life gets hard. When things are good, you resist stressing over little problems. But when things are difficult, you tend to freak out and find it hard to calm down. |
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
2:18 PM
Sunday, June 10, 2007
GGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRR
DROOLS
if you were to understand, you wouldnt treat me that way
you would be considerate enough, to go through this torturing period of my life with me
i wanna eat , so much
finally,i get to buy THIS at nyp's KOU FU (foodcourt)! THAT 'fish' stall always has LONG QUEUE ,which is a HUGE TURNOFF! in the end, the taste is so-so~ hah i guess, i wun patronise that stall anymore, (cos of the long queue of cos xP)
i have replaced my normal meals with this ,and i got to drink this TWICE A DAY 
and yeah, it really can keep me filling (as in not feeling hungry, but sometimes,my stomach will still grumble >< )
yeah,a nice photo to end off again xP ..
nyp has such a nice view too xP
1:08 AM
Friday, June 08, 2007
like what i have stated in my msn nick
i HAVE TO BE MENTALLY STRONG .. yea!
so to be ABLE TO RESIST e (food) TEMPTATIONS
UGH .
why must i be on a diet during my holiday =(
i wonder how long will this diet take?
However, most probably ,i wun be dieting more than 1 week o.o (i suppose o.o)
im feeling so dizzy and sleepy nowadays o.o
and i have visited the loo more frequently.
i wonder if its because of the lack of e water intake or is it the effects of the powder o.o ,haha
YANLING AND YANYU ..
YOU TWO BETTER NOT BE TEMPTED BY THOSE SICKENING HIGH CALORIES FOOD ..
dun waste ur $$$$$$ away =) we can owalse
binge AFTER THE DIET O.O
LOLSSSSS
eh yeah ,i just blog for fun ,so haha dun expect too much from this entry =P ..
oh maybe there will be some nicey photos that i will put up in my next post
=)
for the time being, i have to figure out WHAT E * IS CONSTRAIN in maya =P
i gonna have my 3D animation test on constrain later .. so ..
JAA NE =)
11:33 AM
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
phew
now that my *damn* internet is working again .. i might as well blog something first =)
Many things have happened these few days .. and as you can see ,i have yet to blog about them
=(
im currently watching "The Beginning", the chnl 8,7pm show
haha ><
ok anyway, i had my JAP ORAL TEST today
=) i am quite satisfied with myself, regardless of the grades im going to get
cos i feel that i have already done my best =D at least i manage to answer some of her(my tutor) qns decently o.o
haha decently,as in i speak fluently ..(for only the first few qns ><)
oh and the oral is damn quick
=) yeah ,i feel so relaxed today!!!!!!! hahahah
oh yah, not to forget, i think i will have a 3d animation test on friday (not too sure, guess i shld quickly confirm with yanlingling >< )
sth i wanna declare here is that ,
im SORT OF on a DIET NOW !?
haa are you surprised ?
will you all be surprised?? haa
it's a product of HERBALIFE
i read it as herb a life when i first saw this brand
afterwards, i realise that it can be read as herbal life?
haha wateva the case, i am feeding on that thing now
hais (yanyu and yanling are in the same situation as me ,though)
i seriously hope that this powder thingy wun have any side effects
but i must say , this powder can really cure ur hungriness (at least for me ?)
though i have sort of slept through my day =)
hais, but im like having dizzy spells now =(
i think i have slept too much + the inapproperiate sleep posture
my shoulder and neck have been aching ever since i 'handbagged' my lappie to school =(
handbagged, meaning i place my lappie in my handbag and i carried it to school that way
=( i feel so like a coolie =( haha carrying such a heavy burden on my shoulder
hais
now that im energised now ,and i reallly hope to do something that is related to my schoolworks =(
haiss but my thumbie has gone to play hide and seek with me !
UGH sickening ,such things always happen
and i always seem to be searching for my stuffs and realising that i have forgotten something
=( the unwanted forgetfulness in me =(
and ouch~ i cut myself =( unintentionally larh ..
no worries =\ i haven resort to those stress-relief ways yet =)
now that my *damn* internet is working again .. i might as well blog something first =)
Many things have happened these few days .. and as you can see ,i have yet to blog about them
=(
im currently watching "The Beginning", the chnl 8,7pm show
haha ><
ok anyway, i had my JAP ORAL TEST today
=) i am quite satisfied with myself, regardless of the grades im going to get
cos i feel that i have already done my best =D at least i manage to answer some of her(my tutor) qns decently o.o
haha decently,as in i speak fluently ..(for only the first few qns ><)
oh and the oral is damn quick
=) yeah ,i feel so relaxed today!!!!!!! hahahah
oh yah, not to forget, i think i will have a 3d animation test on friday (not too sure, guess i shld quickly confirm with yanlingling >< )
sth i wanna declare here is that ,
im SORT OF on a DIET NOW !?
haa are you surprised ?
will you all be surprised?? haa
it's a product of HERBALIFE
i read it as herb a life when i first saw this brand
afterwards, i realise that it can be read as herbal life?
haha wateva the case, i am feeding on that thing now
hais (yanyu and yanling are in the same situation as me ,though)
i seriously hope that this powder thingy wun have any side effects
but i must say , this powder can really cure ur hungriness (at least for me ?)
though i have sort of slept through my day =)
hais, but im like having dizzy spells now =(
i think i have slept too much + the inapproperiate sleep posture
my shoulder and neck have been aching ever since i 'handbagged' my lappie to school =(
handbagged, meaning i place my lappie in my handbag and i carried it to school that way
=( i feel so like a coolie =( haha carrying such a heavy burden on my shoulder
hais
now that im energised now ,and i reallly hope to do something that is related to my schoolworks =(
haiss but my thumbie has gone to play hide and seek with me !
UGH sickening ,such things always happen
and i always seem to be searching for my stuffs and realising that i have forgotten something
=( the unwanted forgetfulness in me =(
and ouch~ i cut myself =( unintentionally larh ..
no worries =\ i haven resort to those stress-relief ways yet =)
7:18 PM
Sunday, June 03, 2007
interesting + eye catching names
woohoo the starring stars~
biiiillllll
BILLY BOMBERS at marina sq
=) draw draw draw lucky drawwwww
=) say, "NICE" to this column of "SCROLLS"each and every of them has a different name of the shopping malls
seafood spagetti
chicken sth ?
my order =D = Ole Fish 'N Fries
see! theres FOUR PIECES of FILET .. nicey =]
seafood spagetti
chicken sth ?
my order =D = Ole Fish 'N Fries
see! theres FOUR PIECES of FILET .. nicey =]nite world =)
i wanna catch HUAN ZHU GE GE 3 (I THINK) LATER AT 11AM =D
1:47 AM
woohoo
home sweet home yeah ~
the celebration for opf's birthday turned out to be QUITE successful =)
haha cos the celebration is not as expected as she could think of .
She has the right to choose the place that we are going + decide on the restaurant that we were going to dine in ..
However, however, she has to choose the place by... DRAWING LOTS haha
i wun elaborate too much on her birthday as the photos will reveal all the fun things that had happened today
i wun post all of them up today .. haha so hopefully ,i would be disciplined enough to post all the *er hum* decent pictures up =)
for the time being, there are some photos to entertain =)
like i have written in my msn nick : " BILLY BOMBS MY WALLET
its quite true yeah ?
billy bomber(s) [dunoe is with OR without "s"] has HUGE SERVING for its EVERYTHING i guess
their fish and chips is like DOUBLE of those that are sold outside
at the same time, it also cost doubly =P but but but , the fish is really soft + crispy? and it still taste good ,even without dipping into the tar tar sauce given ..
( i realise that i love to eat PICKLES SO MUCH SO MUCH =D )
and their desserts are superb
i always love things to be presented to me in its most original form
haha original , as in i wanna see the process of the creation of the desserts (in this case)
i will like to try sterlion(spelling problem) steak someday *drools* i have NEVER tried one before in my lifetime
i reallly wannna tryyyyy ,... joyce.. get my hint ? hah
okay, enough said =( i shouldnt be saying so much =\
let the photos talk on behalf of me =D
last but not least, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY again ! HAZEL oh peck fong ! =)
hope u will like the present =)
1:30 AM
Saturday, June 02, 2007
http://www.heavygames.com/theidiottest/showgame.asp
well, try this,
it's quite entertaining
i dont get the "Quickly click on the Big Green button"
haha try to understand me, by clicking on the linnk and give it a try =D
today is june, hazel oh peck fong's birthday!
However, i think she is way to busy to celebrate it with us today
oh too bad, too bad ..
anyway ,theres only 2 of us to celebrate her bdae for her
i guess we couldnt give her a fantastic celebration too
wateva the case,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
=)
2:15 PM
Friday, June 01, 2007
oh ? saw that golden crispy juicy dumpling that im holding onto? it is made by my MUM =)
drools! the one perfect fresh prawn is lying beneath the crisy golden 'skin'
drools summore .. hais .. too bad you all cant see clearly nor taste it in ur mouth ..aww , too bad =P
teeheehee, finally finally joyce .. i can finally go ur hse , finally .. finally 
her sickening face
more to go ?
im just too lazy to post the piccss up
=\ and theres nothing much too =P
12:37 PM