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Saturday, May 26, 2007
=( in many's eyes, im just a failure a SOMEONE, whom cant even do a SIMPLE TASK well .. in many's eyes, im just a slacker a SOMEONE ,who can only produce some inferior works, a someone ,who simply SUCKS AT EVERYTHING im so tired of being lagging behind im so tired of being the pain in the neck/ass whateva the case ,im so tired of myself, this course and everything ! =( - i can be your listening ears .. but pls ,DONT TREAT ME AS YOUR VENTING MACHINE venting machine , as in , vent all ur frustration at me im just a human being i have my needs to THROW ALL THE RUBBISH LOUSY MOODS OUT otherwiisee, i gonna break down in fact , i think i have broken down these few days i haven been slping well i havent been slping early not to mention slping on my bed YET WHO UNDERSTANDS i thank those, who said JIAYOU and all the others encouraging stuffs to me =) i really need them to strive on and also, to boost my morale i really REALLY APPRECIATE cos they really keep me moving on =) but some pple are just so irrritttaating i cannnt STAND IT UGH, THEY ARE SUCH SELFISH BEINGS WANTING TO TAKE ,BUT NOT GIVE HEY, I CAN GIVE YOU MY CONCERNS BUT PLS DUN ABUSE MY CONCERNS OK stop putting me down ,by saying FAIL LARH .. AIYAH WHY U ALWAYS CANT FINISH UR WORK... WHY WHY WHY Ss .. shit, suddenly, i hate to reply i hate to answer WHYS uuuggggggggggghhhhhh ANND FINALLY, my MUCH LOVED WEEKENDS IS HERE , BUT I DOUBT I CAN ..HAVE A GOOD TIME TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO .. this week is simply too torturing that all my energy is zapped away ,by A MODULE = WEB DESIGN.. i guess , now, im still facing a crisis ,as in i have a high chance to GET A "D" or even a FAIL for my web design due to the late submission of work =( i shouldnt sleep yesterday (IF i knew i cant finish by TODAY) i should have sleep on the thurs(day of submission) if ,IF i knew i will forget to bring my thumbdrive to LOAD IT UP (LIVE MY WEB).. goodness ,so its 12.38am ( i followed the time on my desktop).. so its a SATURDAY AGAIN time flies .. it zooms past me SO FAST im so lagging BEHINDDDDDDDDDDDD............ =( AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH even you dun understand
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