Thursday, April 05, 2007

weird enough, im free,yet in a busy way
im relaxed, yet feeling tired ..
this kinda feeling is really sick ..
i wonder if i have really rest during this semester break
UGH.. life is really such a chore man .. even my grandma agrees with me
why must human beings always have to worry for our stomaches ..
meaning to say, we have to think of what to eat for breakfast/lunch/HIGH TEA?/dinner/supper! ..
see! human beings are such troublesome creatures .. they have cravings ,needs and wants ..
for me,yesh ,i do have my cravings and needs ..
omg, then how about my wants!
i seriously want to know what are my 'WANTS'?
why dont those accessories/clothings/footwears interest me? i must be a freak in this era !
hopefully, im mmuch better now
im gonna be 18 on 12 of may 2007!
i got to be a WOMAN! i have to be ..
boo ..
shit .im distracted by some annoying noise pollution now ..
and my mood for blogging is diminished . shit
haha
i cant type what i feel/think for now
omg, or am i feeling nothing now ?
or is it that nothing matters now ?

perhaps .. my heart has really gone numb
whoa, =D i should feel happy for that
,cos nothing can hurt me now
not my heart at least =D

11:14 PM