Thursday, April 26, 2007

a big PHEW for today!
i nearly lost my thumbdrive today!!!
omg, luckily i can still remember that i have FORGOTTEN to plug out my thumbdrive ~~
llalaal~
so yl is like lecturing me again ..
say ,"aiyo MAY, why are you so forgetful?! You are always so careless!~"
UGH, to be frank, ... i really dread people saying those FENG LIANG HUA ~~

feng liang hua ,meaning to say, people saying the obvious(things that i know and know that they will say at that point of time), and not giving/providing a solution to solve my problem
UGH UGH
i dun mind if that person is lecturing me after that incident is settled .. but pls, DUN rub salt onto my wound when my wound is still fresh(right after i have lost my sth)~
COS ,ITS NOT MY FIRST TIME LOSING SOMETHING ,AND I GET SO SICK OF HEARING THE SAME OLD STUFFS RINGING IN MY EARS WHEN THE SAME OLD SADDEN ISSUE ARISES AGAIN
IM SAD OK ..maybe i will seem to be calm, but im terribly sadden abt it and (i think) is reprimanding myself again .. for the loss of my belonging AGAIN AND AGAIN
im not made of money ok
everything is important to me
moreover, my family is not that wealthy .. I CANT AFFORD to lose sth every now and then
i dun wan to lose sth ..
PLS LARH .. can whoever JUST REMIND ME to check out for my impt belongings(hp&wallet&ezlink, and perhaps my thumbdrive when im in sch ><) when we were to go to somewhere together =D
ARIGATO~
thanks for the reminder ,if any of u really did remind me =D

im was so pissed off
yeah, at myself of cos ..
=( why am i so forgetful and careless ?
i realised that i cant be rushed when i was doing something ..
otherwise i will be confused and my mind will just go blank
sickening, i have to change this very bad trait of mine soon, i hope ><
haiyah, i must stay calm .. stay calm ..cos my system seems to be messed up when i were to be rushed =( how sad .. perhaps i cant take the pressure
no wonder, i cant do anything properly when im 'ganjiong' ..
theres some pictures too =)
enjoy~ i gonna post them up in the next entry =)

9:30 PM