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Monday, February 05, 2007
why cant things or life be simple ? to be frank, im really really .. ok u can say im jealous of joyce's life .. she;s like ,telling me about this girl today ,and talking about another girl/boy another day .. its like .. everyday is a very HAPPENING day for her -.- i feel so frustrated sometimes, i really feel like isolating myself from the world.. meaning ,nobody knows me .. cos moments of awkwardness and embarrassment wun exist i wun feel uncomfortable ..i just, hate silence when friends are around (no wonder, a mp3 is considered as a neccessity =\) there will be just PEACE and cold air (meaning ,lonliness, ok i have prob spelling it) and nothingness .. whoa that sounds COOL and oh .. and this means that i will have NO LIFE at all ..! aint that the perfect life that an artist should have ? haha maybe thats my very wrong perceptions of artists .. u know wad , im lost at words .. i have tons of stuffs that are kept in my heart ,yet, i just couldnt BLEAH all of them out its just so LALA suffering .. dun ask me whats my problem .. cos i wun know how to tell .. or i wun know where to start from .. or ....my problem is something that u cant take it , or something u think that is stupid .. i dun wan to face rejections .. btw ,i was pissed off by those selfish human beings ,whereby they will leave u in the lurch when u r in trouble .. What's worse is ,they are watching how you are falling ,and laughing at you at the meantime .. -.- who are they ? Are they really my friends? sometimes ,i really wonder .. if my friends are treating me as their stepping stones in their lives .. anyway, i shld just heck .. cos at least ,i know ,i have friends ,whom treasure me still (i hope im right) .. =\ thanks ,to those ,who have been visiting and tagging =) Your efforts are appreciated =) thanks for letting me know that i have u all =) haha THANKYOU =)
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