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Monday, January 01, 2007
its a new year ! i guess ,its time to change my blogskin someday .. somethings happened so unexpectedly.. similarly, my brain will function at unexpected moments too .. or i shld say .. i am always thinking so much about everything around me .. why is she doing this .. ? why din she do that to me ? anyway..those 2 qns are just examples .. what i am trying to portray is ... every small,insignificant actions that people do ..has greatly affected me o.o in some ways .. o.o feel stresseD? nah i dun think u all will, haha my handfone was dead flat yesterday .. so its A BIG PITY that i cant capture those beautiful fireworks down .. so .. hope to get some pics/videos from joyce someday soon .. i was glad to watch that 'golden fountain'(i name the firework o.o) once again .. > to be frank, i really think that it doesnt pay to be kind .. im not asking for something in return for my kindness (o.o not really 100% kindness, nvm wateva), but its like people are so blind that they can fail appreciate and think that those @#$@#$@# pple are gd .. do u noe what i have learnt thru my teenage years .. the best way to gain respect + attention from pple ,is to have ur own opinion + ur own special char .. but why are my friends thinking that im have changed, and not liking the way i m right now .. what's worse is they are afraid of me now .. do u noe what i feel ? i feel like a slave in the past .. im like only have the right to nod and agree to their decisions o.o haha nvm ~ cos thats how i think .. i know for the most of the time, they are making the right decisions too .. so .. im ok .. and will say "anything" or "ok" to their suggestions .. sometimes ,i hate my own horoscope ..no more ..!~ i will try to love my horoscope more this yr .. i wanna go on a holiday .. i wanna draw more .. i have to understand this logic ..- YOU CANNOT GET WHAT YOU EXPECT ALWAYS .. JUST BE SATISFY WITH WHAT U HAVE .. and pls , for somebody .. dun make me misunderstand .. I REALLY HATE MISUNDERSTANDINGS .. ok all in all =) happy new year ~! im fine again ! thanks all ~! sorry for all the craps above .. but i feel alot better now haha
6:11 PM
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