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Thursday, February 01, 2007
EXPECTED,AFFECTEDi was quite depressed , that someone can actually regard me as boy ..as in, someone thinks that im man .. even 'man-er' than joyce ..HA ok larh .. its really depressing lorh .. if this is really so, the only way is to change myself ..maybe im that er xin toad, WHICH asks for the swan meat HAHAim just a weak toad, which cant overcome the stress + rejection that i have been facingor is the stress or rejection too huge for me to cope with =\i realise that its rather hard to change one's style in such a short period of time (before new yr) ,whereby time and money is insufficient ..Moreover, this has to do with some self-reflections ..i always think that its a chore to live on this world =X opps HAH ..cos there are far too many things that we have or can handle with .. sometimes i really dun wish to go for the better =X .. cos sometimes, the higher u climb, the harder u fall .. i dont want to have a taste of the bad fall .. However, i am just so jealous and envied when the others are improving ,while im still stuck at the same ,old spot .. somtimes, i really cannnot stop myself from being so fickle-minded and greedy, for not being able to choose wad i really want ..Thus, most of my time is wasted, without noticing..i am being nagged at ,for the tendency to procrastinate ONCE AGAIN .for the past 2/3 weeks?..erm moreover, i have been slping 'outside'(meaning, my living room) for quite a number of days in a week,so i was like lying on the sofa and sleep for 1 or 2 hours and woke up again ,just to continue doing (otherwise i wun be able to finish the assignment[s]) so yah .. this continues .. until yesterday ? i hope i wun have to stay up late tonight .. =\ seems that all my fellow friends are busy with their lives ... nobody ,nothing is here =\la la LA o.o haiyer *puffy eyes*love can be so powerful
1:42 PM
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Yours Truly
Procrastinator
12ofMAY89
girl
MAYlim
known as "yam" in cyberspace, not becos i love yam, but the color..
haha nah .. just becos ..
i think u can guess the reason behind it.
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currently studying ~~
busy, yet available to go out? xP
I WANT TO TRY EVERYTHING. lols
TRY WOULDNT DIEE RIGHTTTT
LETS DO SOMETHING CRAZY TODAY!~
my belief : Actions speak louder than words. DO IT, don't JUST TALK about it .
cos TALK IS CHEAP. ^^ ATNA sucks xP.
bit by bit, day by day,
we can ,and gonna be stranger AGAIN ~
tell yourself this:
"快樂不是因為擁有的多，
而是因為計較的少"
-==desire==-
BEAUTIFUL brows
LATI DOLL!
contact lens!
TRY -spa/pedicure/manicure
more Tees(my aim:<$<10!)/li>
black shorts
CROPPED cardigan*
jeans
more PSPgames!!!<3
canvas shoes(black)
GOD DIVA'S DARK/WHITEchocolate
eat CRAYFISH
happiness & love
keepINTOUCH with friends
LOVEmyfamily MORE
SILKY&SHINY hair
beTANNEDandTONED
SMILE MORE!
PASSmyFYPJ+PORTFOLIO
GRADUATE withMYFRIENDS
MORE DECISIVE
INDEPENDENCE
A part-time job
THATpairof VINTAGEearrings!!
PIERCEear(my right ear)+ one more on my left's
bracelet-like WATCH
kawaii/black EARSTUDS
BLACK RING
TRY SQUASH!
WHITEN MY TEETH
GO CLUBBING WITH FRIENDS^^
watch MADAGASCAR II !!
a healthy relationship
GRADUATION TRIP WITH MY FRIENDS!
MACDONALD BREAKFAST!
LJS BREAKFAST!
KFC BREAKFAST!
MUSIC BOX(da toy shop_orchard)
polariod camera!
THINKINGGGGGGGGG!
I LOVE, MY LOVES
BLINGS!
black,white,grey,purple,orange and NEON COLORS
<3 family and friends
FUN!
EXERCISE ONCEaweek
companions
people LOVE and CARE for me
mocha frappe, or any chocolatey drinks/food
chill by the river, i love night sceneries
YOU,to spend time with me
MONEY! of cos
a job in the NEAR future
I hate, MY hates
people who make EMPTY PROMISES
jerks and bitches
narcissist
UNCERTAINY&INSECURITY
tell me, is it so hard to achieve all that?! xP
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