Friday, December 08, 2006

=(
sucha pain in the neck @@
everything irritates mi once again
i miss those slacky days =(

im shocked that some will still claim that im slacking, even when i did put in effort ..
oh, so in their eyes, i have only been slacking thru-out my semesters ..hais..
no wonder ,to them, my artpieces will always seem to be ridiculous and infeior ,when compared with theirs ..

to be frank, i have REALLY NO IDEA about basically EVERYTHING..
sometimes, i doubt if i have really lived on this earth b4.. have my 17 yrs of breathing gone down the drain? have i .. taken the past 17 yrs for granted ?
ha wateva . reflections reflections.. i always told myself to reflect.. yet, my words are always louder than my actions ZZ

anyway, i will be having a chalet on 18 dec ..im not so looking forward to it .. when all the bbq stuffs keep on bugging us .. when joyce keeps onn asking how ,how HOW .. and i get so irritated with all these things and wanted to throw everything aside by saying ,"I DONT KNOW" ~
just LEAVE ME ALONE,.
gdness me, i totallly dont have the mood to participate in all these chalet thingy =(
hais @@
whats more christmas is coming~ omgosh, how am i going to celebrate this joyous day with this rotten mood o.o








more sleepless nights to go~





..
panda eyes

11:08 PM