Thursday, November 02, 2006

YAWNS~

ARGH i havent been getting the sufficient amount sleep~ so i wonder how am i going to produce my homework smoothly and wholeheartedly .. to be frank, i have been sleeping through some of the lectures this week .. my eye just wanna close on their own and the eyelids are so heavy that i couldnt keep them open anymore .. so BONK~ ZZZZZ-ing in the lecture~ argh i feel so bad about it, as i am missing out the important,essential informations i will get from the video that was playing during the lec.. HOWEVER ,somehow, the videos werent that interesting enough to keep me awake -.- HAIS .. or is my body hungry for some rest desperately ..

i know i have to blame myself for all these as im procrastinating again .. despite me,having the idea of changing a new leaf (as in dun produce last min work) in my mind ..ARGH well said is ALWAYS EASIER than done -.- i tried to complete my work as soon/early as possible ..yet my homeworks always seem to be piling up ,higher and higher .. this is so suffocating -.- i m feeling like a 'wu gui mei' indeed! (haha only the ones ,who watched wei xiao pasta, will know this term, or u can use ur imagination and let it go wild o.0~) wateva~ time is never enough for me ,when the sch starts .. -.- sleepy eyes ,eye bags, restless look, being easily agitated, frustrated and stressful is what i have for these days o.0 maybe its due to my pms too HA =) ..

its 3.14, and im listening to 'bei qi xing de yan lei' now~ well, i nv seem to be sick of this song as it can just play on and on ,without me ,feeling sick of this song (i think its for the time being, as im still pretty obsessed in that drama +) ) today is thurs,
and if you all were to rmb, im having my DRAWING TUTORIAL today 0.o
so ,fine, we were on time (or shld i say, the tutor is late =)) and its a guy model for the day ..and i still feel that the first model we had for drawing is really the best model ,that my class had seen ..as so far,the 1st model is the most suave and macho one haha =) ANYWAYanyway, this is not the main point .. what i wanna say about today is that..im recognised as one of the students with the better sketchbook.. better sketchbook, as in with better sketches done inside i supposed =) so happy can .. i love the DRAWING lesson so much... as i feel like improving whenever im doing one more gesture drawing =) and not to forget the tutor, who is there to ENCOURAGE us .. =) we, so need her encouragements .. or i m the one, whom need her encouraging .. she (my tutor) knew that right inside our heart, we are uncertain about ourselves, our drawings and stuffs ..thus, she was never tired from demostrating the right way to draw the gestures ..=) im glad to have such a thoughtful tutor =)
oh ! and i was told to buy a WODDEN maniqueen (not sure about the spelling =\)
do u know where can i get one from ?! i know i can get it from artfriend, but i dont want to make my way to so far ,when theres nobody to accompany me >< size="5">DO ANYBODY KNOWS WHERE I CAN GET THE WOODEN MANIQUEEN FROM, OTHER THAN ARTFRIEND? argh
im goin to load some pics up soon 0.o ,i hope

3:05 PM