Sunday, November 26, 2006

oh~ JUST HOW STRAIGHTFORWARD IS THIS CRUEL OUTSIDE WORLD IS ?!

when you can benefit pple, pple will swarm over to you and treat you nicely ... hoping you can help them wif what they need ..

but..

when you are in trouble and need someone to reach out a helping hand, everybody will turn their back to you and think that you are bullshitting(ignoring you)

how harsh is this outside world ..





its just a simple request, and you cant even help ..

haha no wonder i have no place in ur heart -.-
i feel so stupid .. or i feel so like an atm ~
im not your mother okay ..
im not complaining about the treats that i have been giving for the past few yrs ..
im just feeling so upset that you will ONLY treat me nice when you are in need of something i have ..
thats so sick .. at times, i tried to curb my feelings ,trying not to be so stingy ..
i thought im being selfish for complaining ,whenever i lend u sth ...
somehow i realised~ im wrong 0.o
perhaps in ur eyes ,im just a money tree? i dunoe !?
or even a genie, to you, to grant you anything that is within my capability ..
i dun mind~!
yet ,at the same time, u chose to ignore my feelings ..
haha and ridiculously, i know you dont have to rely on me ..
i know you('ll) have TRUCKLOAD of pple waiting for you to rely on them ..

being used - is just my very core hatred ..
you can use me, but u have to cherish me at the same time ..

i will treat you the way you treat me .. *SLAP her FACE*

im a selfish brat ..

1:33 PM