Sunday, November 19, 2006

i so wanted to make this blog UNKNOWN to EVERYBODY ..
haa but somehow, for some reasons, i didnt~

perhaps i have been moody today again . the emotional ,crappy feeling rose up agn ..
thus ,i dun have the mood to open up my mouth and crap ..
or even to talk ..
i just want to remain silent and listen to what the others say ..
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emo emo emo
i love listening to pple's conversation, without participating ..
i think its interesting
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i dunoe whats into me ..
are my assignments bothering me ?
i dunoe .
i cant even understand myself .. how can the others comprehend me then ?
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i deserve the situation im in ..
i din blame anyone, except myself =)
sometimes.. isolation may be best solution for me ,as i wun have to bother so much..
be my friends' feelings or their views of me ..
argh i dunoe ..
i dun wish to know also ..
i wish i can heck what the others are thinking ..

i hope i can live in this world by myself ..
i hope i nv grow up and understand anything ..
i hope ..... i m not born to this world =)

and of cos .. i reallly hope nobody will worry for me anymore
and let me fade away ..
haah ..
just leave it be ? =)
i will feel guilty for making pple worry for such person ,like me ..
haha =X
im not worthy
=)

8:03 PM