Tuesday, October 31, 2006

ZZ i didnt sleep completely on monday's night @@
well~ i have been constructing a 3D "f" on monday and a "M" on tueday (which is yesterday)
but i did manage to catch some sleep on tue ..
so life is quite stressful .. hmm and this course of mine is getting harder and HARDER to cope with -.- man~ the assignments are piling up ,so are the questions and doubts i have for the assignments ..
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no more happy-go-lucky days for the next 6 months i think
thus, i may not blog that often ,as blogging is really taking up some of my time 0.o and i need that 'SOME of my time' so much ..!! haha i want to relax,sleep,stone or even sketching during those time .. ha -.- i wanna go for buffet so much .. i miss the sushis ,ljs,oyster meesua and many more ~~ goodyGOODY ..

oh bad news for today is, i have to construct my THAT TWO ALPHABETS again .. Zz the 'm' is expected to redo as i completed it in the nick of time -.- haha cos i managed to finish it ,just before my tutor called for me ZZ argh .. but im still feeling so sick when i knew my alphabets are not up to standard and have to be reconstructed -.- .. saddening .. well, so i get a C- for this constructing excerise BOOO -.- am i fated with Cs and Ds for my lifetime ~ ZZ i want BBbbb !! haah

today ,im happy still
cos i ate NUGGETS today!

cos at least theres one to care for me ~
yippie~!

wei xiao pasta is NICE .. OMGOSH ITS REALLY NICE LARH .. although cyndi is pretty act-cute in the show .. but when it's towards the episode 10+, its touching and they made me so envious of them as their love is soooooo sweet ,even though they nv really tell each other (as in look into each other's eyes and say out seriously) that they love each other BUT its really ,really obvious 0.o haha and i find zhang dong liang suave =) .. hes such a hero ~~ omgosh ..~ there are many scenes in the show that portray his chivalrous acts GOSH ... ><>
argh in real life, there aint goin to have such a goody goody ,perfect guy in this world ( eeeeeeee the drama shows always ,ALWAYS have such person .. i dun believe that such person will exist X.X) .. haha i think thats why people have idols to idolize ,as in their minds, their idols seem to be perfect inside out o.0 ..argh crap ..
anyway ,i feel so stupid that i can actually idolize a singer after listening to his/her song, or even after watching him/her (normally is him haha) acting the good guy in the show ..
HOWEVER, i nv regret idolizing him/her/them for that period of time (watching that drama show) =) cause they are perfect ! haha their loyalty,thoughtfulness,bravery acts,unselfishness and every other goody goody characters they possessed ,are DAMN HARD to find in any other human beings o.0 not that is that hard, but it's ultra difficult to find a perfect person to love you o.0
not to mention ,im an imperfect person too =)
ha see .. thats my greedy thought~ im expecting someone perfect to love me .. -.-
pui larh haha when will such good fortune falls upon me ..
wishful hope =\
argh i think i have watched too many dramas

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