Thursday, October 26, 2006

sorry ..
i know most of my entries are negative but those are my true feelings that i want to put across to everybody, who cares for me .. i dont mean to make myself so miserable at those times o.0 yet the emotion is not easily controlled by us .. maybe its only me .. thats why i will lose control of my rational self when my mood just went @@ lousy ?

anyway ,everyone is leading their own lives .. nevermind me .. why do u bother to make urself frown when u get to know more about my feelings .. you aint a psycologist r counsellor .. 0.o haha fine~ im taking the concerns, that you all have been trying to give, for granted ..
my upper lip is itchy now ~ its probably bitten by some bugs or something .. or is it because of all the cursing and complainings i have for the past few years 0.o
watsoeva 0.o

anyway, im going back to sch in an half an hour time .. so i decided to blog sth before i leave ..~~ As scheduled, i had a 3hrs (actually is 2 hrs+ ,as the teacher is kind enough to let us have a morning break, as in to have our BREAKFAST =) ) drawing tutorials .. What we did today are the usual gesture drawings .. and it sucks =\ .. i simply cant sketch fast (in 1/2 minute) . HAHA >< off ="\" encouraging =")" in =")" conveniently =")">
eh back to the drawing tutorial ,the model that we had today is not as fantastic as the one before ..OPPS i know we are supposed to drawing the GESTURES only larh .. but hais ..im quite disappointed still .. HA ? eee yet ,im not that kind of person who go for looks .. just that .. AIYAH you know it yourself ..that all human beings prefer observing good-looking things/people ..
i wouldnt deny that i will take a few more glances of beautiful pictures that i come across .. the beautiful pictures can be people with stunning looks or marvellous, perfectly captured scenaries .. =)
at the end of the "day", we were given 3 tasks to do ..
1)SKETCH MORE IN THE SKETCHBK
2)CUT OUT 20 "HEADS" FROM MAGAZINES and DRAW in the sketchbk
3)2 SELF-PORTRAITS ..omgosh -.- i have to draw myself ,WITH MY FEATURES ON ..

GOSH GOsh gosh ~thats quite a heavy load for me =( as i have other assignments to rush also~ aiyer but i want to watch movies =( sian ><>

oh yah, something HAPPY to mention here .. my drawing tutor PRAISED me for my SKETCHES of the SKELETONS in my sketchbook ..THATS shocking ~ i thought .. haha .. and she knew, that im being EXTRA careful with my "skeletons" (as in drawing ;) ) and she told me that it's okay to make mistakes ?! haha is that a compliment or she is hinting something 0.o .. maybe i have talent in copying 0.o haha OH its because all the skeletons are COPIED from my "textbook" .. we were told that COPYING can be one of the practicing methods . However, TRACING is not allowed as thats considered as plagarism (wrong spelling o.0) .. 0.o

its rainy now .. i love rainy days BUT definately not those, which are TOO heavy and with thunders .. ZZzzz i have to leave my house by 4.05pm and its 3.52 now ..so
BYE .. =)

3:15 PM