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Wednesday, October 04, 2006
PLONK ! im tired, dead today ,from those vigorous exercises that i have done just now ,in the afternoon .. im weak ,fragile and wateva that can be associated with sicko .. haha .. i just feel so drained from all those exercises ,really ~ -.- i could ONLY lift a 30 pounds's weight AT MOST ,with any parts of my muscles ..actually ..some parts of my body just couldnt support the 20 or even 10 pounds -,- .. i feel so "nuai nuai" now .. haha which is weird .. i thought i should feel some muscles forming at my calves or even my bisceps .. eh ..in the end, i dont think so neh .. its still flabby like ever -,- HAHA .. and yeah~ im not that ignorant~ i know this kind of MUSCLES thingy have to undergo TONS and tons of such training .. (eh sorry .. i excluded alot of the infos .. im TIRED! and there's nth special to talk abt too cos everything is quite expected from a trip to gym) eeek .. what can a session, which doesnt lasts for at least 5hrs, do to my "muscles" ? haha .. yeah .. which means ~~ MORE SESSIONS OF GYM should be scheduled in my timeslot . actually there isnt really a proper timeslot .. it only happens when many people begin to date me ..which is most UNlikely to happen.. haha NVM ~ im quite FREE till 16 OCTOBER .. which is COMING SO FAST .. i just couldnt believe the calender, my eyes and my ears .. i NEARLY lost my wallet today .. so this is the SECOND TIME that i have experienced how-nasty-can-that-be feeling .. but i really have to say .. i felt SO RELIEVED for being able to RECOVER my wallet back ~ omgosh ~ thats the nicest thing that could that happen today !!! i supppose cos .. i dont think i had shed any bit of fats off my body~ sickening HAHA maybe YESH ( from all the running and worries for my lost wallet) .. anyway~ i feel so glad now that everything is BACK TO NORMAL again ~ haa .. i love my wallet so much .. a wallet can really affect ur mood so greatly ~ when i lost it, i was thinking about all the goody goody stuffs in my wallets .. and i was like ..sort of enlightened .. i mean .. i was thinking about my neocards(that can bring back so much memories) (HAHA) ,my bro's ezlink and library card ( argh! they are HIS stuffs omgOSH .. i dont have the guts and right to lose them man !! really really have to thank THAT ARCADE GUY whom have picked it up and surrendered it to the counter HONESTLY .. wahh HENGheng ) , money of cos ~~ and my ezlink cards and such ~.. IF .. IF i were to really lose my wallet, i think i will breakdown man~ it's like the 'N' time losing my stuffs in such places .. MAYBE arcade and those east coast park are my UNLUCKY spots .. i seem to be losing things there OFTEN .. even if i had paid EXTRA attentions to my belongings ,in the end, just because A moment of CARELESSNESS , they just dissappear into thin air .. that's so sickening ~ and of cos, i will place all the blames on myself again ... @@ thus, i feel so miserably inferior and useless to NOT being able to take care of my own stuffs .. @@ thats so sickening helpless when you lost something .. and when u looked around u ,there isnt a kind soul to help you ,for it's none of their business .. and at that point of time, i feel the harsh,cold, cruel outside world again .. i should really feel so blessed with my friends and family around when i was in my toughest, indurable times .. =( BOOHOO .. im dependant .. @@ i really cant imagine the world without friends and family .. the 2 Fs .. wahahaha =) wow thats quite long (to me) .. -.- =D i tot i cannot make it for such long entry neh~ hee ... ZZZZZzzz buzzz offf for a bath ~ ooh its 11.44pm ... aiyer ~
11:00 PM
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