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Thursday, October 19, 2006
once in a while, my friends will make/say some inspiring and meangingful statements ,which are probably concluded from their real life experiences 0.o "We shouldnt do things or help people in a way, that make us feel UNcomfortable." ..this is quoted from one of my fren(yanyu[yy])'s thought when she verbally THREW this sentence out of her mouth FEW months ago 0.o she told us (me and lingling) that when we wanted to help one of our classmates with her video-making .. oh and regarding the video-making, that classmate of ours was trying to look for 2 people to be her models SO THAT she could be able to get the shots for her 'movie' .Being kind, lingling and i accepted her request 0.o SINCE she was not going to shoot my face HAH ..0.o fine~ the purpose of raising this incident up again ,is to set as an example for something im goin to talk about later 0.o ..i am also trying to say that we should not go against our feelings/discomfort/inconvience ,just to help to solve the others' problems 0.o ..However, aint we supposed to be..helpful/caring etc ETC when our friends are in need 0.o .. anyway, this is what that happened when the ONE HOUR lecture ended .. my class is going to VIVOCITY for DEATH NOTE (the newly-released movie) tomorrow and UNFORTUNATELY, they are facing some problems .Two of them could not make it in the LAST minute ..fine~ actually its none of my business since i informed them that im not going tomorrow .. BUT HEY ..this incident is not over YET ! as i was saying, 2 of them cant make it ,due to some PERSONAL REASONs?! .. so they are looking for people to replace them .They cant find any suitable 'spare tyres' ,thus, they came to us ,with their eyes blinking with hopes .. however, i made clear of my stand that im not going SORRY "IM NOT AVAILABLE" was made clear to them. then, they pestered lingling and she was really had a HARD TIME thinking to GO or NOT .. as yy is going if she is going .. IT'S SO OBVIOUS that she's in a dilemma ..and she kept on frowning EVEN after she had decided NOT TO GO .. she has her reasonS .. it's not her fault I KNOW ..NOT MY either ?! yet, another classmate blamed me for not replying their sms fast enough!? omgosh .. is he clear of the situation or am i the one who is ignorant of the current situation .. i was quite fed up 0.o ..i made up my mind yesterday alrdy ..they all knew that we aint going for the movie and YESH! they DIDNT buy our tickets .. so .. WHAT'S THE PROBLEM NOW ? in my opinion, i think i wasnt in the wrong .. 0.o wateva the case .. i wonder if my classmates will hold a grudge against us .. if so, well i must say TOO BAD to myself .. i guess i will probably be boycotted 0.o my classmates ARE so damn frustrated over the 2 nobody-wants-to-have tickets -.- poor lingling, she felt a slight guilt for rejecting their offers ,despite they pleading and pleading 0.o .. i know how she felt cos i experience that too ..even up till now 0.o .. aiyah this matter was over as their problems had solved ..so i had a great chat with lingling and i got to know her better and i supposed she knows me better too ? i hope so and i hope not ..HAHA it's scary to have someone to see through you so EASILY .. so this is the 4th day of sch .. 0.o and tomorrow is going to be the 5th day~ gosh the weekend is coming !~ it's time to RUSH all of my assignments and ,of cos, BIT to forget to SLACK.. YAY IM WAITING FOR THAT DAY c'mon .. let tomorrow's 4-6pm tutorial ends fast .. =) ohoh .. to be FRANK, i love MY drawing module .. i never know i will have a REAL, BREATHING,MUSCULAR hunk for my module ..WAH WAH WAH .i was SHY larh HAHAHAHAH ..i wanna laugh when i first saw the model, with only the panty on.. GOSH .. luckily there's still sth on to cover that SOMETHING hahaha so we are not really drawing nude 0.o ..maybe .. i am looking forward to the NEXT drawing lesson .. haha i wonder if there's a female model .. if YES, the boys in my class might oogle and glue their eyes on the model for the whole 3hrs .. LOL .. nono i think they would have fainted 0.o haa due to the excess loss of blood 0.o fine LAME ..im exaggerating larh .. =P im watching the 9pm channel 8 show .. =( i feel that the guys (in the show =3) are so INSENSITIVE to the girls ,who are so DAMN caring/thoughtful/ultra nice to them (samewise for some girls).. why is this so ?! HAHA sian i know why .. cos people normally wouldnt appreciate the NICE people around them ..they took them for granted ..sick sick sick .. that's why, it's better to be loved than to love
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