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Thursday, October 26, 2006
im happy o.0 argh dunoe why .. but im a person, who needs assurance constantly or periodically? gosh -.- but i must say ,i love to hear mushy stuffs >< hee im glad that joyce is still able to call me after a day at work =) haha .. yesh i can feel the concern u are trying to give =) although she slept without saying "good night" today, i didnt blame her .. i used to be angry with her over this kind of minor stuffs ..as i feel that she is not giving me any respects .. i mean she knew she was going to talk on the phone with me later.. unfortunately, most of the time, she couldnt tolerate or stay awake to wait for my call .. NVM i shouldnt be talking about this .. this entry ought to be on a lighter note~ =) so back to i din blame her~ its tough for her i know ~ =( as standing for 1 hour ,can be torturous for me ,let alone 8hrs+ for her ? ZZ moreover, she was not given some time to have lunch .. OMGOSH if i were to be her, my stomach would grumble for the rest of my day and my mouth would never curve upwards willingly .. haha as you know~ as a salegirl, you have to smile and SMILE .. -.- aiyer hypocrities haha but no choice ,this is the reality =( you have to smile when you are serving your customers ,even if you are in your lousiest mood o.0.. OKOK what i m trying to say joyce has worked hard for her $ =( i hope everything can go smoothly for her =( ZZ hais .. so i supposed im staying at home everyday ..(after my schooling days and even my weekENDS!) i always look forward to FRIDAY and WEEKENDS larh!! but .. hais. .. things are different now i think ? =( joyce is unavailable from today onwardS?.. i thought .. i thought i will be able to meet her up more often as her holidays has started .. since 1 week ago? argh i dunoe .. somehow, im dependent on her ? haha i want her to organise everything ..as in outing and stuffs .. so that my days will be filled with fun+anything that is entertaining and fruitful ? oh ,if i didnt rmb wrongly, it has been some time since i went to her house and play =( i haben get my sweater back .. =( i left quite a number of things that she gave me at her house .. perhaps i should leave all of them with her ...since they were given by her .. so they are considered as hers also ? BLEHS .. -.- wateva argh i cant adapt to changes fast .. thus, pls give me some time =( nowadays ,i seem to have STM aka short term memory .. im like ,kept on repeating the same qns agn and agn .. but hey ! i really dun rmb that i had questioned that sth before? and that same person ,whom was being questioned by me repeatedly, got fed up .. and i o.0 .. and will ask myself a qns,"What's wrong?" omgosh .. what's wrong with my brain?! i think i seriously need a noteboook at ALL time ,so as to keep taking down IMPORTANT NOTES or any interesting stuffs =) sometimes, how i wish my memory is that BAD =) why cant i erase those ugly and painful memories from my mind .. SICK .. that stubborn brain of mine == ZZ wanted to post a pic of mine up .. but blogger simply disallow -.- fine .. dun post lorh .. big deal haha
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