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Sunday, October 08, 2006
if you were to know how i feel ,i may not feel THAT terrible ..THAT terrible feeling is something u cannot imagine .. u hurt me so ..ur ignorance addS on to the pain ,deepen the wound and worsen everything that used to be so perfect ..one simple phrase : i hate myself.. i feel craps in me .. nth is going right BLEHSthis is such a sickening, meaningless life ..i feel like abusing myself till i feel the numbness in me ..NO .. i dont want to feel anything how i wish i m a cold-blooded mammal -.- blarhZ .. i wonder if i shld get a present for somebody, who bothers to wish me a "happy birthday" yet din bother to buy a present for me .. hah i think ..i should buy a present .. =) thus .. goin to lot one soon ( in few minutes time ) .. to shop around for that 'missy' 's present .. BLEHS hmm what should the budget be .. hee .
5:26 PM
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Yours Truly
Procrastinator
12ofMAY89
girl
MAYlim
known as "yam" in cyberspace, not becos i love yam, but the color..
haha nah .. just becos ..
i think u can guess the reason behind it.
...
currently studying ~~
busy, yet available to go out? xP
I WANT TO TRY EVERYTHING. lols
TRY WOULDNT DIEE RIGHTTTT
LETS DO SOMETHING CRAZY TODAY!~
my belief : Actions speak louder than words. DO IT, don't JUST TALK about it .
cos TALK IS CHEAP. ^^ ATNA sucks xP.
bit by bit, day by day,
we can ,and gonna be stranger AGAIN ~
tell yourself this:
"快樂不是因為擁有的多，
而是因為計較的少"
-==desire==-
BEAUTIFUL brows
LATI DOLL!
contact lens!
TRY -spa/pedicure/manicure
more Tees(my aim:<$<10!)/li>
black shorts
CROPPED cardigan*
jeans
more PSPgames!!!<3
canvas shoes(black)
GOD DIVA'S DARK/WHITEchocolate
eat CRAYFISH
happiness & love
keepINTOUCH with friends
LOVEmyfamily MORE
SILKY&SHINY hair
beTANNEDandTONED
SMILE MORE!
PASSmyFYPJ+PORTFOLIO
GRADUATE withMYFRIENDS
MORE DECISIVE
INDEPENDENCE
A part-time job
THATpairof VINTAGEearrings!!
PIERCEear(my right ear)+ one more on my left's
bracelet-like WATCH
kawaii/black EARSTUDS
BLACK RING
TRY SQUASH!
WHITEN MY TEETH
GO CLUBBING WITH FRIENDS^^
watch MADAGASCAR II !!
a healthy relationship
GRADUATION TRIP WITH MY FRIENDS!
MACDONALD BREAKFAST!
LJS BREAKFAST!
KFC BREAKFAST!
MUSIC BOX(da toy shop_orchard)
polariod camera!
THINKINGGGGGGGGG!
I LOVE, MY LOVES
BLINGS!
black,white,grey,purple,orange and NEON COLORS
<3 family and friends
FUN!
EXERCISE ONCEaweek
companions
people LOVE and CARE for me
mocha frappe, or any chocolatey drinks/food
chill by the river, i love night sceneries
YOU,to spend time with me
MONEY! of cos
a job in the NEAR future
I hate, MY hates
people who make EMPTY PROMISES
jerks and bitches
narcissist
UNCERTAINY&INSECURITY
tell me, is it so hard to achieve all that?! xP
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