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Sunday, October 15, 2006
i knew it .. my life cant be so perfect/wonderful, that what i want will come true .. things owalse happen otherwise .. fine .. wo ren ming ~ watsoeva is the situation ,i should ..i should fake a smile infront of everybody,even facing myself .. i should .. i should always look like i-dun-care-whats-going-on-and-be-happy or otherwise ,to remain expressionless .. sometimes, being dreamy can be a good thing as it allows u to think of the wonderful things that you hope to happen yet ,deep inside ur heart, you know it wouldnt happen. At the same time, it allows you to get deep into your thinking at anytime, anywhere? argh crap .. maybe the reasons for having a tough times for the past few years are due to the stubborness, being over-calculative , over-sensitive and lots of factors which will contribute to me,being too emotional .. at times, i will cool myself down by having a shower when i was so fedup with everything .. thats why, swimming is a very applicable exercise for me HAHA .Likewise, i can shed the oil off my body ,without any beads of perspiration YET i will get ULTRA DRY hair at the end of the day .. this is so sickening as my hair is categorised as those super-dry.. now, the chloride or wateva chemical made it DRIER .. gosh i really cant stand it cos my hands will get entangled in my hairs (three thousands of sorrows = san qian fan niao si?) .. eeyer, maybe bald is a very gd choice for me,who dreads hot and think hair is troublesome, hard to take care..-.- BUT I LOVE MY LONG HAIR still ! heee.. (hee out of point.. ) nevermind me, see im alright again .. it's linked to another point .. -.- ZZ i supposed nothing special will happen today .. huiqi and joyce are coming to my house today at 1pm (i wonder if they can make it ,time=11.37). -watch vcd (note, no 's' -.-) -play dai di (big two) ! GOSH i have been losing recently -.- -eh .. watch them tv? -er~ eat, drink, shit? -.- hais .. no comment for that ~ i hope..i can be happy today ,before im off to my doom GOSH
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