Tuesday, October 24, 2006

i dont understand .. why cant human beings treasure what they are possessing/owning ?
why will they normally realise the importance of the SOMETHING AFTER they have lost it ?

sometimes, i find people, who are concerned about me, irritating and i will throw tantrums just to vent my frustation 0.o .. i will give them attitude and they will evetually think that it's useless and not worth it to give me that continuous care.Deep inside my heart, I yearn for people's concerns ,YET i dread when they over-do it .. as in keep bugging me and not allowing me to have a moment to catch my breath .. when i am really feel THAT suffocating, i will explore and ROAR!!which results.. everyone's leaving me one by one ..
i consider that as one of my weakness .. i m too, over affected by my feelings and emotions .. When i feel that you are betraying/treating me unfairly , i will give u a cold-shoulder .. People may ask ,why are you making a big fuss over this minor problem ? i can truthfully tell u , i dont know why .. 0.o my gosh i act according to my feelings .. THATS REALLY BAD .. i will question myself frequently ,about my attitude, attire, feelings when i heard some comments or when something nasty happens ? i dunoe .. but im sure one can reflect upon oneself anytime, anywhere right ? Sometimes, i will think alot when i bathe ..Perhaps that's the reason why i can take half an hour to bathe 0.o ..

another random fact : my destress solution is to take a hot shower bath .. HAHA =) ..

happiness cant be brought ..
yet it's easily gain when you meet the right person at the right time..

0.o
is the love fading away ..

perhaps is all the lies that has camouflaged ur true self 0.o

6:59 PM