Friday, October 27, 2006

haha~ i shall not be a childish, selfish kid anymore ..
i wanna change~

0.o actually, i planned to work harder for my semester 2 ..
i realised my standards are @@ .. when i compared with the others
i realised that i always never conduct a REALITY CHECK for everything i want to do ..
as in, the things i want to get ,the attitude that im expecting from the others and so on ..
i wishfully think that all the things i want ,can gain through all the efforts+time we put in ..
being hardworking can get you to somewhere, yet its may not somewhere that you wanna reach .. esp for my course?
almost everyone in my course ,has a gd foundation for art? some are skillful at drawing, while some are gd in designing ..-.- what am i then -.- 0.o
i wonder what will my standards be if i can strive through this semester and promote to year 2 ..
hais~ why am i always find myself struggling in whateva i am doing -.-
i am kind of sick of it .. yet it's full of challenging ..
at the same time, im looking forward to the sense of achievement when i improve 0.o
when will that day come =\ ?


boo !

2:20 PM