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Sunday, October 15, 2006
After reading others' blogs, i will usually feel that im not the most unfortunate person in the world .. that's why i enjoy reading blogs ..im not being sarcastic here by being happy over other's misfortune etc ..but i feel i dun have the right to be so depressed with the situation i am in .. that's why i owalse think that me,a 17 yrs old girl, is still unknown to many many kind of issues or worse kind of scenarios that may happen in the future .. i know i should cherish the things that i am having right now~ and i know im just asking for too much at least .. i dun seem to be satisfied with my current state .. i see faults in anything & everthing .. im so restless ..argh im really envied of those lovely couples, either in drama shows or even in real life, where couples-who-are-holding-hands is a sight that im envied of HAHA ..i once told lingling, no,more than once, that how blissful yanyu(my fren-same class as me) and her 'laogong' are (until right now ;D).. well they are engaged! haha ~ im glad that they are still together despite her busy schedule for sem1 (damn DMD HAHA) and now the timetable for sem2 is WORSE ..yet i guess they can still remain THAT STICKY throughout .. haha =) in fact, this is the kind of love i want .. i need assurance and security ..if u fail to give me any, i will start to 'attitude' .. i wouldnt say it out ..(that love test is quite true) .. fine .. i will stop cos its no use saying all these when theres no purpose for it .. haha i guess the content of my entry is DAMN random and messed up cos i love to JUMP here and there (as in topics).. my mind went blank again ,despite me trying my best to think hard .. argh, i might as well end this boring entry .. HEE at least i blogged today .. im happy for it .. ohoh! i watched HELEN THE FOX today (i ought to cry while watching, YET i din = no soul [some commented that, if you didnt tear a single bit, you have no soul! ) my gosh .. perhaps, im getting MORE and MORE heartless .. maybe its gd so that i can survive in the REAL world out THERE .. PUI ..opps an act of a barbarian.. cannot blame .. i always believe that : A LEOPARD CAN NEVER CHANGE ITS SPOTS
10:30 PM
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