Saturday, September 16, 2006

i dunoe what shld i be feeling right now ..
Being a human being is the hardest thing to do on this earth ,i think ..
is like we have so many things/aspects for us to juggle with in our lives ..
yeah~ i read kero's blog .. and find him so .. so depressed .. i mean all the readers know(obviously i tink ?) that he still cannot get over colin .. hais .. perhaps its really their true love ..
why are human beings so irony .. When they possess something, they wun learn to appreciate until that something is gone .. That's so sad ..=(

joyce has been telling mi over the phone that ,i am getting more and more violent and rude to her .. well .. i cant deny that but i simply cannot control my abusive actions .. i just feel like poking her or even hit her in ..ER HUM~ .. her body larh ~ yeah ..
However, some of my reactions are just so involuntary okay .. She is like .. always out to anger me .. -,- i get so fed up with her and do u noe what she did ? She began laughing/smirking away at my reactions .. ARGHH .. haha no choice .. so i tot she will stop all the evil laughters when i inject some pain in her .. YET .. omgosh .. things turn out to be otherwise .. she will be more "shoik" or "song!" .. =P blehs .. meaning she will feel happier (aiyah simple eng =) ) -.- hais .. so i will end up being accused of bullying/abusing her ..

Can she understand mi a single bit?
LOL .. maybe i am the one NOT understanding her at all~

im just so glad that my grandma is WELL again =)
everybody ... TAKE CARE~!

do u think i can wake up by 8am 2mr ..
i doubt okay~ haha dont think too highly of me .. im a pig =)

SWT DREAMS AND NIGHT TO MYSELF .. COS NOBODY TELLS MI THAT 2NIGHT =(
OH ITS MORNING NOW~

12:09 AM