Sunday, September 10, 2006
(can skip ..its CRAPPING, PURE CRAPS)
CAN A PERSON REALLY UNDERSTAND ANOTHER PERSON FULLY ?
well, i cant really ans this qns ..
However ,i will probably say a 'NO' to this qns ..
some people can never get themselves comprehended by the others ..
that's why they owalse coop themselves up .. bottoming up everything in their hearts ..
in the end .. BOOM .. the person COLLAPSED mentally and physically ..
therefore they would be suffering from depression or any familar sort of illness
their minds&hearts get so SICK and they gave up entirely ...
that's what i wanna be now .. yeah .. i may not be the most UNLUCKIEST/UNFORTUNATE person in world .. but the problems i m facing now is pressing me so hard .. its so unbreathable ..
i have problemS that nv seem to be resolved .. and nobody can save mi right now ..
SERIOUSLY nobody ..
some pple may have a FAIRYTALE kind of life .. but this doesnt happen to everybody in this world .. for those who are having a wonderful life .. well CONGRATS .. but to the others .. what should they do .. should they continue to frown everyday and pray for good things to come ? Great achievements are to be accomplished with your own hands ..If i found somebody who loved me so much, should i let that person go? just because that person just isnt the RIGHT one ..well i m saying IF .. IF this is so .. should i grab that person tightly and nv let that person go ? i m being selfish .. or am i being a helpless ,pathetic cat ,which clinged t0 a shldnt-be-urs fish ? yeah .. the cat should be in a dilemma .. thinking whether to keep that fish as its own or not .. oh man~ im crapping ..
in fact .. i cant see my future .. i dunoe what i will become in the NEAR future =( can i really be a designer .. i m doubting myself while i m still in 1yr of the course,DMD ..omgosh .. what a BLURRED vision of my future .. can someone wipe the uncertainess away for me ? i doubt anyone can do so .. i have to be independent ..
i know some pple loathe me .. well they did the right thing ..
(im not in the mood of blogging)
btw my hair is damn ugly .. =( i dun like
well see .. my hair is so short now
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