Friday, September 29, 2006
-.-
cant the teachers just tell me whether i have passed or not ..
it's a torture for me now ..
although they have not justified me as "fail", i am so SO worried now ..
i cannot play my gameS FULL-heartedly ..
as .. you know~ im not confident ..in my final artwork
YET ..i find no reason for them to fail me ..
perhaps there are some imperfections..but not to that extent of failing me i GUESS !
as i thought i have fulfiled the requirements or i have improved the areas that i have to ~
but somehow, there is insecurity in me ..
im scared ..
..afraid that they will call me on the 15 of october (the day before sch reopens)
just to inform me that .. "SORRY, you are being debarred from this course ..you are no longer a student of NYP"
hais .. i will always think of the worst possibilities ..
i just couldnt deceive myself ,just to make myself feel better ..
i just couldnt .. no use cheating on yourself ..
anyway .. i just hope .. that UNWANTED call/email will NEVER come ..
shooSHOO .. leave me as FAR as possible ..
im looking forward to my sem 2 ..
i HOPE i can really stay in this course .. PLS LARH hhaah ..
-.- whoa .. im such a DESPO omgosh ..
but the modules in 2nd sem seem so FUN yet so tough and challenging at the same time ..
GRRrrr ~ irony irony ~
SICKENING LARH @#$%$%^* ..
can they just let me enjoy the rest of my holidays peacefully ~~
so pls pls ..
i .. WANT .. TO PASS !!
=) HEE
SOMETIMES .. the things ,which u can see, arent true ~
thats why we have to feel it ourselves ~
feel with your heart ~
7:22 PM