Saturday, August 26, 2006
shld i feel guilty for not DOING MUCH today .. hey .. 1 more day left to my DEADLINE .. i tell u .. its really A DEAD LINE FOR ME .. i have to get EVERYTHING DONE before i cross that LINE .. but .. WHAT HAVE I DONE TODAY ?! I GOT SO INFLUENCED by someone and hais ..apparently slacking throughout the whole day .
What i have spent my time on ? EATING ?QUEUE-ING? WAITING? JOKING AROUND? THINKING(yet not for my project)?
WHO DO I HAVE TO BLAME WHEN I DIDNT MANAGE TO COMPLETE MY WORK?
WHO !?
MYSELF..
REGRETS! really REGRET SO MUCH for going to orchard to study today .. we barely did much today ..its because when we went there(the orchard's lib) ,its like DAMN CROWDED .. damn! Then, we walked around the library for 2/3 times yet.. we canot find any seats /corner for us to settle down..Dissappointedly, we decided to leave. Fortunately, joyce's eyes are so SHARP that she spotted someone leaving hiis/her precious seats .Thus, she informed us about it and RUSHED IN as fast as her legs could carry her(yet trying to make the least noise~) and YAY ! we got our seats .. BUT I HAVE COMPLETELY NO MOOD to start work ..COMPLETELY .. so I helped joyce to take SOME(not sure whether its SOME) fotos of her MUSCLES .. then she was so unlucky or 'fortunate!' cos when she wad straining her arm to show her muscles to us, there's this GUY(nt very tall) noticed what joyce's doin and he was like laughing away secretly as he was walking towards the lift with her girlfriend .. then he was mimicking her when he's not in joyce's sight ..BUT HEY WE CAN STILL SEE HIM OKAY . so diao but we had a great laugh still
joyce was embarassed as usual .. you can see her laughing until her face became so RED as a tomato ..LALA this is not the end .. that GUY past by us for the second time ..
[for ur info, the seats we got is at the corner of the library and we were so called surrounded by glass panels ..the place we were sitting at is like a display casing lorh and we were the SPARKLING gems! wahaha diao-.- anyway its quite paiseh to sit there .. its like we are the animals in the cage, for the visitors to observe or sth to look at (basically no privacy HA)]
and so COINCIDENTALLY ,joyce was showing off her 'so-obvious' muscles (=P joyce, i know u dun mind me saying in this way) and that GUY APPEARED AGAIN?! so WAHAHA .. i laughed my head off in this time round ..so did hq..so DIAO LORH haha that guy laughed EVEN HARDER ..and copied her action again..that scene is so hilarious THAT'S SO OBSCENE I MUST SAY .. REALLY ..argh .. anyway ITS over .. not to mention ..JOYCE'S FACE WAS DAMN TOMATO at time WAHAHA so cute..aiya .. too bad i DIN take her face down .. i shld ~ AIYAH ! lol..
(actually i din mention everything- esp the part of hunting for MINI TOONS' marshmallows in ORCHARD..)
NOBODY CAN UNDERSTAND MI NOBODY OKAY
my mum just scolded jz now ..WHY? just for a TORN.OLD BAG..i insisted in using that BAG .. i told her that the torn part can be mended so that it can be reused.. YET STUBBORN she kept saying that i should throw that USELESS bag away .. yeah i know i shld .. but i like that BLACK coloured backpack so much .. it's the coolest bag i ever had if i shld say .. so she showed mi the other bags i had at home .. and they are so small and DIAO lorh .. i dun like ..THEN she started to raise her voice and nagged all the way through ," Why dont you want to get a new bag?Its not that we dun have the $MONEY ..I tot you want to buy a pair of SPORTSHOES last week..I already gave you the money yet u haben buy one. Is it that you spent the money on those unnecessary stuffs AGAIN?!..blablabla" i was damn pissed jz now .. YESH JUST NOW .. JUST A FEW MINS AGO in fact . i m so DAMN FRUSTRATED over this PROJECT STUFFS and now she had added on to my frustration ..I FEEL THAT LIFE IS SO HOPELESS .. i m just a hopeless case .. I THINK IN HER HEART, i m just a spoilt brat whom spent all of her time PLAYING A FOOL AROUND ..ANYHOW SPENT $ EVERYDAY without much considerations .. A WILD child basically ..am i really one ? in her heart,(or the hearts of my family) .. they may think i am one .. WHAT CAN I DO .. '
My father gave me a KOPITIAM card (which has $30 inside).. its like SO WOW .. i m v glad that my father still has the trust in me .. despite me losing SO MANY STUFFS in the past .. i know he's afraid that i will lose YET ......=) how nice of him ..of cos~ when he passed that card to me .. he will never forget to say ..,"remember not to lose it arh..".. i will like..," orhORH"( really pray hard not to lose it from the bottom of my heart)
no matter what, i have to persevere until this coming WED ..(its my presentation for SP)
yeah .. there's colour again !
MYtunaSUB(its name?! iDUNnoe)
Did u see how HARD i try to lengthen this marsHARDlows?
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