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Saturday, August 19, 2006
maybe sometimes, living in this virtual msn world is a best thing to do .. at least when ur online frens leave/abandon you , you wun feel THAT hurt THAT dissappointed ..and THAT lonely cos you can always go into the online games and look for many more NEW ones SO easily .. moreover, (to me) they will owalse be the most caring,thoughtful ones when they ask abt me .. even though they may be faking but at least at that point of time, i believe them and being touched by them when i got to know a person (in real life) for quite some time their flaws seem to be so visible in front of my eyes .. nobody is perfect i noe but why must they be so bias i couldnt stand it and slowly started to build up the hatred for that person no matter how nice that person has treated me after that i will never forget the horrible+disgusting things they had done to me never ever (LOL) but i will give them a chance though.. and yeah , i should reflect upon myself at the same time there must be a reason after every action/behaviour (wateva u name it) why am i saying all these .. probably feeling tired from being upset at all times HAHA .. sometimes i really wonder why am i SO damn different in msn & real life HUMOROUS , CHEERFUL and HAPPY - these are the words to describe me by my online friends ... which really freaked me out when they said that .. am i really like the one they have descibed? or am i the one who is fooling them all along with all my LOLs and HAHAs .. but one thing is for sure .. i will be paiseh when i were to talk to someone face-to-face ..let alone strangers/those, i meet them for the first time ..i just aint one who can express myself well .. NOT LIKE JOYCE RIGHT ? some ppple are jz born to have GREAT socialing skills ..see i m jealous again HA nvm .. *why do i mind so much abt everything* oh anyway joyce's prelim is over .. CONGRATULATION !! but u still have a ACTUAL N level to go .. AW ! pple stop bias-ing larh HAH
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