Tuesday, July 18, 2006

i know i shldnt be here at tis point of time .. cos i have tons of drawings and assignments to rush .. yet i have chosen to online .. spend some time visiting pple's blogS .. and now ... write an entry for my blog .. well .. my life is getting more and more .... #@$%$#@! dunoe how to describe .. haha cos ... i m tinking of transferring to another course .. During these few weeks, i thought to myself alot ... abt my course and my life (my so called ideal course - digital media design) .. maybe i have chosen a wrong path due to the rash decision made on the second last day for JAE registration ... cant get into biomedical .. hA nt clever enuf .. nvm .. get into tis design course and find myself nt creative and talented enuf .. My mind went blank suddenly .. i dunoe wad can i do in the future ..maybe i shldnt worry so much since my life span is nt long (as predicted from my palm) .. believe it or nt .. but i believe in it .. For now, i really dun have mood for anything , nt even for any games ..i wish that someone can just cheer me up =/ ... oh yah .. yesterday i tuned in to fm9.33 and heard the DJ said sth which may inspire someone "..for those who are in love .. if u have to keep tolerating ur partner's nonsense, u are NOT loving him ..you are not loving urself instead.." why must we suffer to love someone .. tis kind of mindset struck hard in my head .. yesh ..same logic to each individual, all of us shld live for our own sake .. that's why when someone agitates/annoys u .. ignore!KEYWORD=IGNORE!!! i must KEEP reminding myself about this everytime i got angry .. =) smileS ... and everything will be ALLright ..

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