Monday, July 10, 2006

i am wondering whether i am too stubborn sometimes .. Maybe be sometimes i m so unreasonable and owalse tink that i am right despite i m in the wrong .... i tot i care for the others .. yet the others dun tink tis way .. i wanted them to do or treat me nicely .. however i nv ask myself whether i really spend an effort to do the same nice things to them .. Maybe i took them for granted .. i shouldnt think that i am right at all times ..
Today, i sms my online fren and asked him ,"How are you doing. How's u and ur gf .." He replied,"Very good .. very stable".. From the way i tok to him .. he knew i m moody again .. haha well he's a nice fren .. he took the initiative to care for me .. i am so touch that he can rmb me even though he has a gf =)i thank him and he said no prob.. he's my best friend .. suddenly i saw some light in my world .. my world is not completely dark afterall ... i am v grateful to my the other online friends too .. although i dun really know who they are ,they will owalse encourage and cheer me up no matter wad =) i love all these little little sweet tinks they do for me .. =)"that's wad frens for !" they owalse tell mi that =) so glad to know them ..
*things are not forever ... i should learn to accept the changes that have been made .. think far .. dun tink too much .. haha ... smile and laugh MORE !!! HAHAHAHAH =) rmb to live for my own sake .. not for somebody else ... =)*

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