Saturday, July 29, 2006
cool! This is the 2nd entry for the day! I wonder when i have become SO so hardworking .. I have been visiting various kinds of blogs these few days and have been quite inspired by their words .. Well..I may feel that my days are very rotten but the others are not having a great time too ! I mean ,the others will also have their own kind of problems .. bla bla bla .. wad am i saying here .. I feel like saying loads and loads of things here but i just couldnt type out here .. arghh i feel so lousy ..I think bloggers,who blogged consistently, are so great! I can really learn lots of things from their blogs .. Unfortunately , many of them seem to have stopped blogging these few days. I think they are probably busy with their exams HAHA unlike me (blogged the 2nd time in a day)..Well ,i have my reports ,pd, assignments to do BUT i just dont feel like starting ..Perhaps i think i have lots of time still BLEH ...stop deceiving urself larh MAY ...-.-..i just dun have the mood to do anything,except for blogging ..HAHA ...ohMAN.. i am so ENGROSSED in this bloggy thinky ...@#%#$%@%@# oh .. yanling(lingling)(aiyah she's my poly fren) said i am very EASILY influenced ..MAYBE YESH MAYBE NO .. i thought to myself .. i wanna defend for myself so much BUT sometimes i am really like what she has said .. ARGGGHH NEVER BE THE SHADOW OF ANYONE'S <- that's my principle i am trying to go according to that .. BUT sickening ,i found myself owalse observing what the others behave .. I DUN WAN TO BE LIKE THEM . . I WANT TO HAVE MY OWN UNIQUE STYLE okaY ?! Stop saying that i copied someone STOP IT OKAY .. i dun wan to be a COPYCAT ..i am being influenced only .. I know it's very DOTS .. but i just never UNDERSTAND.. why is it okay for the others to copy me WHILE it's a NOT-A-NICE-THING-TO-DO for me to adopt the style of others ..hey ..I HAVE MY RIGHT also lorh .. why isit wrong to absorb the gd quality of the others ? anyway... i have to CONSTANTLY remind myself NOT TO BE A COPYCAT .. (whoa, i have LOTS of STUFFS to remind myself of.. AWwww~) SOMEONE told me .. things will change and people will change too .. YESH that's a fact .. i dun deny and doesnt try to change .. but at the very least, i hope that things wun change so dramatically .. i just couldnt adapt and accept the fact ... aww ... sad to say huh .. haha too bad cause i'm a TAURUS =) MMOOOO.. a stubborn freak =) btw .. there are some glamourous TAURUS living on tis earth like dawn yeoh ,XIAXUE etc =) i admire them !~ <3s .. They make we ,Taurus, proud! =) Taurus is not a lousy horoscope afterall yipee ! hah
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