Sunday, October 30, 2005

i hate the life i am having now .. firstly is bcos i dun have the energy to study or i shld sae no mood to study(even though i do have the heart to study.. left abt 7 days u noe !) haix .. i dun qualify for the 3 months course .. nvm .. i noe i m nt that intelligent aniwaE .. well .. hope that miracles will occur in my O lvl ! =P wateVA
(aiya .. my bro is peeping just now =X sian .. but at least i noe he cares for mi .. unlike a group of pple )
永远究竟多么遥远,为何我总无缘无法好好体验 (quote from a song)
i find this VERY meaningful .. cos it is very true .. nth lasts forever .. even for friendship ..gen(4) bu(4) yong(4) suo(1) ai(4) qing(2) ler ~ .. even though u are once very close to a friend .. she will eventually replace u with another fren .. yah .. in my case .. i WAS once in a grp of 4 .. we are close i suppose(at least i tink that way) .. but wad abt now .. after sec 2 streaming .. everything has changed .. A VERY BIG CHANGE .. well .. this is obvious~ so gradually .. i was considered being kicked out of their grp .. wad am i now ? a loner .. no friend .. my NEW friends prefer to be with their "old" friends (well .. it;s okay) .. wad about my old friends ? they prefer to be with their NEW friends .. well well .. fine ?! maybe i shld just disappear in tis world .. i m owalse the ODD one out .. EXTRA in everytink .. GOOD~i shld applause for those pple ~ gd job done .. i dun wan to let u all see the content so .. blehx ! nobody will bother to read oso .. well (i am talking to the computor screen).. BYE .. bye

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