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Friday, August 19, 2005
i owalse wan to update my blog daily .... but but but .. i m just too lazy to do so .. haha .. yah .. sth THat i cant deny .. i dun understand .. i just cannot make myself cheer up .. yesh .. maybe i MAY look happy to u .. but actually .. i dun THink i m REALly happie .. i seem to be forcing myself to smile,laugh(in sch?) .. i dun understand .. haha .. kay .. i have qns to ask .. is it better to find someone u love .. or is it better to find someone who loves u .. hmm ..so if u have a choice .. will u choose the one u love or the one hu loves u .. (anybody can share ur THoughts with mi ? hehe ) i hate THose pple hu take THings for granted .. esp those pple hu take frenship for granted .. somebody who THinks THat THat particular fren of hers will owalse stay by her side .. and can leave her fren aside when her fren is not useful to her animore .. so wad if they are very best frens .. that person oso shldnt treat her fren liddat one wad(so so bad lorh!) (i still can tolerate if it;s one or two times .. but if it's continuous one .. i am goin to bu shuang lerh ) .. friendship is not 4eva one .. both parties need to do someTHing to maintain a friendship .. friendship will fade away eventually if nth is done .. i m experiencing THat i THink .. haix .. so many THings bottomup inside my heart .. so uncomfortable .. how i wish somebody can understand mi without me opening my mouth and xplain .. ha .. bcos i start to realise that i am nt able to express myself by talking .. i just feel so tired to explain .. may be i nid someone to crap with mi (to get my mouth to exercise)..now .. wad i nid desperately is a GOOD FRIEND .. =) oh .. bio TEST 2MR !! AI YO ..jialat man .. haben study =X mati liao .. haha .. kay larh .. sayonara .. i go n study my bio stuffs alrdy .. (hmm .. cornea .. suspensory ligament .. radial muscles..vena cava .. .. .. .. ... ... .. ZZZzzz )
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