OH MAN. i thought today had started out good as the lrt and mrt didnt drive off in front of my eyes. in another words, i managed to catch the TRAINS (with only 1 minute waiting time) Weepee! This means i would have MORE minutes to walk from the station to the center, meaning my heart would't have to pound faster and my brain don't have to keep wondering if i could reach at 1.30 SHARP.

HOWEVER ...

i experienced my "1st".. it's a bad one....
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I made a small ,little, 4 years 2 months girl cry today!
What's worse is she VOMMITED after that. She's so poor thing can? Her tears is like the beads on a broken string. She kept crying, and that had just worsen her case. She couldn't stop throwing up.
The rest of the class was in a state of shock. Esp the 7 years old girl,who was sitting right beside, had her jaws dropped.

omgomgomg am i really too harsh on her?
oh no, i think she's super duper afraid of me now.
One less student to come in my class :(

"Goodbyes only meant until tomorrow?" haha i hope!


P.s. I love inspiring life quotes!!

EH!! I WANT TO CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN.
BUT I HAVE FORGOTTEN HOW! OMG
I DONT EVEN HAVE PHOTOSHOP IN MY COM RIGHT NOW.
ONLY PAINT... how sad.


work has not been so smooth for me..
i have quite a number of issues with the children.
sometimes i dont even know why they just cant listen, follow instructions and do it properly.
why cant some of them do 8-7... why are they struggling? Is it because i didnt make myself clear??
uh oh i really cant understand children ,yet.
HOW TO UNDERSTAND MORE???
nevermind, i will try. i will try harder.

Need to be more observant.**
Need to be more firm.
Need to be faster in marking.*
Need to speak better.*****

Need to be more interesting.
cos one small boy says he dont want to come for lessons anymore!
boo hooo he thinks that the class is boring.
It's so hard to please everyone.

a new year.
a new MAY.


didnt watch the fireworks right infront of my eyes, but rather in the tv.
another feel. bad and good in a way or another..
:) but i still love love the fireworks lots! whether its 2D flat on the screen or "3D" ..

new year resolution?

make more friends, save more money (irony?), exercise regime! (kinda impossible)
gotta cut down on my indecisiveness
not so much "errr,huh, anything and whatever"
have to be fierce, firm, attentive, flexible, outgoing and the list goes on. hahaha
really gotta work really hard for my current full time job.
its really not easy for me. its not something that i will think of doing :(,
but anyway, i will JUST HAVE TO DO IT. :)

i need lots of support!! give me some, will you? :P




on a side note..
for my special sister
i still love the way you are.
i really really hope we can be TRUE friends for EVER(or rather sisters for life!).
hahahahahhaha
bits of conflicts here and there
i dont know whether i have forgiven you.
have i ? i thought i have, but i realise some parts of me is still hanging there.
i know i need to move on, cos your life dont revolve around mine, and mine doesn't revolve around yours anymore.
life still goes on, i remember almost-everything that you have said to me.
im glad, that you still like me. :)
im happy you still remember there's one person here for you.
so much to say, but i think thats all for now.

muacks.

AIYOYOYOYOYOYOYO

ITS BEEN A LONG LONG TIME SINCE I HAVE SIGNED IN AND WRITE SOMETHING HERE

LIFE HAS BEEN BUSY WITH WORK WORK WORK AND MORE WORK!
NOW THEN I REALIZE BEING A ADULT IS REALLY NOT EASY.
NEED TO WORK FOR SUPER LONG HOURS, FOR PEANUTS..
MORE RESPONSIBILITY..
GOTTA HAVE SACRIFICES..
(boohoo no more hairstyling class for me :( )

NOW THAT I HAVE (just) BECOME A ABACUS TEACHER,
MY EVERYDAY IS GETTING EVEN MORE CHALLENGING..
UH OH UH OH ..
imagine the soft spoken may has to speak up in front of 12 kids in a room!
aye! to teach them abacus!
FIRM, LOUD, CERTAIN is what i really really need for my voice man..


woo so i am a full time working adult now.
year 2009 is coming to an end, with a blink of eye in fact.
equal number of good stuffs and bad stuffs happen.
i've made a number of new friends, and lost an important person of my life ..


i am on my own.
i need to be brave,
and face the difficulties myself!

but i would still (*secretly) hope that there's a shoulder for me to lean on ,sometimes ..
ha .....


HUGGIES...!
let's us look forward to december!!!!!!!!!!
cos christmas is coming!!!!

wonder if we are celebrating~~ o___o

one big bag of food!
how to slim down like that?
more like gain weight ..
haha

thanks val for the japanese fishes btw .. :D

hee see anything!?
its actually a miracle!
time 12:34:56PM date: 07/08/09

see something now!?
123456789!!!!!!!!!!
i bet we can only see this once in our lifetime man!
woohoo and i manage to capture it! :D
hee

hmmm life has been ... rather .. the same ..
just that one or two bad things happen to me ..
like ..
my handphone swam in the bag of icecream!
booo icecream .... by right i ought to be enjoying my icecream with no worries..
but i guess i just bought those icecreams at the wrong timing ...
hais...

and and ..
i went to do my eyebrows yesterday ..
and the results is not really satisfying ..
or rather, i didnt expect them to look like that. ..
awww
im kinda sadden man .....
i seriously hope my brows will change for the better man ...
be more natural please~~~~
AHHHHHH